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Diamonds & Pearls

bottom Bucky week #1

Lace & Pin-Up

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John looks down at his legs and brushes his fingers across his joggers, before he clears his throat. A nervous ball of energy is in his stomach, he still can’t believe he’s doing this.

A boudoir photoshoot.

He wanted to do something special for Buck’s 25th birthday, and what better than dressing himself up in some lace. Then getting pictures taken by lesbian lovers who own their own racy photography company. Curt had helped him find them, after several hours spent scrolling Instagram and reading reviews.

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Thank you to @stars-remain2 for editing this bad boy for me and screaming into the void about this with me.

Thank you also to @steviewicks45 & @roseszirnheld for encouraging me and supporting me to keep on keeping on.

I love you three very much 💕

@bottombuckyweek2025

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Do I Wanna Know?

Day 2 Bottom Bucky Week

Swallow & Praise

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John shouldn’t be curious or envious, but he is. He finds himself wondering if Marge knows about what they did. If Marge knows about Gale’s stress rut. In Nuremberg, right before they had to leave again. Right before Gale went over that wall on the march.

Gale had been snappy with everyone, but he had become like a shadow for John. Every corner John turned, there was the golden haired alpha right behind him. Until Gale was growling at even Benny and Johnny was baring teeth at the blonde alpha. Even with Jo latched to his chest under his jacket, Johnny was still terrifying.

They had ended up in the corner of a muddy tent, John presenting with his ass in the air. His slacks had been pulled down to show the least amount of skin and Gale’s had been undone enough to get his length out. Their men had created a wall between the two of them and everyone else.

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thank you to @stars-remain2 for editing this one for me

thank you also to @steviewicks45 & @roseszirnheld for encouraging me to keep moving forward with these days

I love you three bunches

@bottombuckyweek2025

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Bottom Bucky Week # 2

Wear & Tear

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Rip roaring pain. John is going to die. Everything hurts and John isn’t going to make it.

Forgive me Father…for the sins I have committed and the one I will commit soon

Forgive me for the pain I have caused

Forgive me…just forgive me

Amen

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Thank you to @stars-remain2 & @steviewicks45 for editing this one for me.

Thank you to @roseszirnheld for encouraging me to keep going

I love you three lots

@bottombuckyweek2025

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Bottom Bucky #3

Rituals & Favors

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“You’re a hole to be used, Bucky. Nothing more and nothing less.”

A voice he hasn’t heard in a long time, Buck from Manitowoc. It filters in and it makes John squeeze his eyes shut. He had given Gale that name without even thinking about it fully. Because Gale really did look like the golden haired alpha that had taken John’s virginity.

John didn’t realize then that he’d feel dirty afterwards, or the beating that would be dished out to him by his father when he came home smelling like alpha cum. All John knew was that the boy he loved broke his heart and told the other boys about it. John supposes that’s when this started for him, this self fulfilling prophecy of self destruction.

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thank you to @steviewicks45 for editing this one

thank you also to @stars-remain2 & @roseszirnheld for encouraging me to keep on keeping on

@bottombuckyweek2025