felix wasn't expecting to wake up to a warm body next to his, and fingers carding through his hair. he stretched himself like a cat and wished he could go back to sleep already. his satisfied groan alerted you that he was up.
your internal alarm had woken you up a little over half an hour ago, used to getting up on time to get to work. felix also usually woke up with you to get ready for his day, but promotions had just ended and he was on a well deserved break.
today though, you had an afternoon shift, meaning you could stay in bed for just a little longer and spend some time with felix. you were sitting next to him, aimlessly scrolling through your phone as you waited for him to get up.
felix threw his arm around your thighs and snuggled into the softness. you giggle at his behaviour, pretty sure he was still half asleep. "baby?" he replied with a small questioning hum, "still sleepy?"
he affirmed with another hum, and looked up at you through his lashes, eyes big but full of love and adoration and sleep. you smiled at him as your brain started flashing kittenkittenkittenkittenkitten in front of your eyes.
as he gave you a tiny smile in return, and turned his head back to where it was, you got a strong urge to pet him, which was easy when you realised your hand was still resting atop his head. you slowly petted him once, and got no reaction, which prompted you to keep doing it again and again.
it was therapeutic in a way, his soft hair gently sliding under your palms. what you weren't expecting, was for him to start making tiny, satisfied sounds, similar to purrs, and nuzzle into your thigh even more.
his eyes were closed, and if it weren't for the quiet mewls he was letting out, you would be sure he was sound asleep.
you smiled at him and went back to scrolling through your phone, deciding to let him sleep for a little more while. eventually, your hand must have stopped it's caresses, because you felt him shift beneath your hand.
his head moved a little, and then he headbutted you.
still sleepy and bleary eyed, he headbutted you again to prompt you into continuing your ministrations and pet him like he was your little cat.
shocked into silence by the sheer adorableness of it, you only started petting him again when he headbutted you a third time. you hurried to keep the phone in your other hand away and started carding your fingers through his hair and then petting him, as he settled down once more, rubbing his cheek against your thigh like a cat getting ready to sleep, which wasn't very inaccurate.
my adorable little cat, you thought, as you stared at him with what you were sure were heart eyes.
[6:37 pm] "which colors do you like best?" felix asks, leaning over to you to see what you've chosen. "oooh i really like that combination, we should do that one!" he points to one of the sets of beads you have laid out in front of you, eyes bright with excitement.
when felix told you he had a surprise date planned for the two of you, bracelet making definitely wasn't what came to mind. but you have to admit, it's already so fun and you've barely started. the two of you are currently seated at his kitchen table which is completely overrun with supplies and snacks. there's some random music playing in the background and you've just been chatting and laughing as you messed around with the beads to come up with potential patterns.
"you want to do the same design?"
"well duh, we have to match!" he replies very matter-of-factly, as if it's the most obvious thing in the world. "unless you didn't want to match...." he says, a little hesitation in his tone and embarrassment starting to color his ears pink.
"no!" you cut in before he has a chance to say anything else. "matching bracelets sound like the perfect idea!"
a broad smile lights up his face at your reassurance and your lips turn up in a matching one, unable to resist how utterly endearing he is.
warnings: nightmares, language, feelings of depression, food mention
summary: you wake up from a nightmare, but felix is there to help you get back to sleep.
a/n: hilariously self-indulgent…just tooth-rotting fluff tbh but let me know what you think! feedback and concrit are always welcome 💙💙
tagging: @sweetrainwrites
Everything is cold. Your teeth are chattering as you try to find your way through the darkness, but you can't. You're lost.
It stretches on for what seems like eternity—you're moving your arms around in front of you, trying to find something, anything to hold on to, all to no avail. You can feel your heartbeat start to increase as the panic sets in. You're alone. You're alone, it's cold, it's dark, and you're alone.
You're alone. You're always going to be alone.
“Y/N?” you hear a voice say, gently shaking you awake. “Are you alright?”
You turn over to see your boyfriend's worried expression—a frown on his lips, his eyebrows knitted together in worry, and all you can suddenly feel is guilt. You'd both gone to bed so late tonight to begin with—and now you've woken him up again with one of your ridiculous nightmares?
This is stupid. You should be alone, a voice calls out from the depths of your mind. Just like in that dream.
You do your best to stop the frustrated tears from leaving your eyes, but one trails down the side of your face in spite of your best efforts to keep it from falling.
"Oh—baby," Felix says, cupping your cheeks in both of his hands as he strokes the tears away. "What's wrong?"
You shake your head. "Just a nightmare. I...I'll be okay, Felix, please go back to sleep. I know you have to get up early tomorrow."
He shakes his head too. "No way. I'm staying right here until you feel better."
Another frustrated tear makes its way down your cheek at the concerned look in his eyes. "I'm sorry," you say quietly. You know he won’t want you to apologize, but you don't know what else to say.
Felix's frown deepens before he moves one hand to the small of your back, squeezing you tighter to him. "Don't even think about apologizing," he says firmly. "I would never want to sleep knowing you were right here feeling this way. I want to do what I can, if there's anything, to be here for you when you're feeling this way. I'm right here," he says, sliding a hand under your shirt to gently smooth over the skin there. "You're just fine. I promise. Now—breathe with me, Y/N. Can you do that?"
You makes yourself nod.
"Okay. In—" he inhales for several beats, and you do the same. "And out." You exhale together. "A few more times, okay? I'm right here. In..."
You take several more deep breaths with him until you see the worry start to fade from his eyes. "Alright, baby. You feel a little better?"
You nod a little.
"Do you want to talk about it? You don't have to if you don't want to."
You shake your head from side to side, wordlessly again. You almost feel silly, now, but you try to banish the thought of that feeling when it appears, choosing instead to cling to his middle, burying your head in his chest as he strokes up and down your spine, lithe fingers gently bringing your heart rate back down and your breathing back under control.
If you fall asleep, though, you know you'll be right back into that nightmare—and that thought is unthinkable. You're just about to tell Felix, but from the instant he feels you stiffen against him, he's two steps ahead of you. Like always. "You want to go back to sleep, baby?"
You shake your head against him.
"Okay," he whispers, leaning down to press a kiss to the crown of your head. "Come on. We'll go make something for you to eat."
Now you're the one worried. "Felix," you start, a nervous laugh leaving your lips. "What? It's—shit, it's almost 5 a.m," you say after checking your phone on the nightstand. "We can't—"
He puts a finger to your lips, silencing you as you look up to see that impossibly sweet, soft grin on his face, the corners of his eyes crinkling. "Come on," he repeats.
You've never been able to say no to him when he looks at you like that.
So you take his hand, padding through the hallway and into the kitchen where he sits you down on the counter while he mixes pancake batter in a bowl, occasionally leaning across to place a soft kiss on your forehead. When the pancakes are done, you sit at the table together, eating quietly but contently, your chest warm from both the food and the ridiculous kindness you feel from the man beside you. You may not always feel like you deserve him—but he's here right now. He’s not going anywhere. And that’s something you’re so, so grateful for, even if you can’t always find the words to thank him the way you want to.
You think he may know anyway.
When you're finished eating, he intertwines your fingers again as you stand, leading you through your apartment again until you're back in your shared bedroom. Felix lies down beside you, coaxing you into moving back down the bed a little more for comfort, until your heads are both against his pillow, and he's holding you just as tightly as before. You know you'd been right about his long day—he falls back into sleep before you do, his arms wrapped around you with your nose to his collarbone, that familiar fond smile on his face, but you don't mind at all in the slightest.
You think you shouldn't be as tired as you suddenly are, after that meal, but it isn't long before you feel comfortably drowsy wrapped in such warmth around you. It doesn't come with that feeling of panic again, though—your mind knows you're safe, now, in the tangle of arms and legs around you keeping you close and content. And you smile too.
You reach your hand out to Felix. There’s a mischievous grin covering your face from ear to ear but your hips are swaying to match it. Felix blushes slightly before giggling and taking your hand. The brownies are oven and you pull Felix close to you, swaying your hips in time with his as he brings your fingers up to his mouth to kiss off the dough.
"hey, lix?" you call out softly, the boy in question humming and turning to you. the warm light of sunset rays paints his skin gold, and his eyes are even warmer as he gazes at you.
"have you ever seen that thing where people say beauty marks are from your soulmate kissing you in your past life?" he shakes his head and lifts an eyebrow as if encouraging you to continue.
"well," you smile, wiggling a little closer to where he sits on your shared bed. "that's a theory that some people have. so I saw it recently, and I was thinking about where my soulmate would have kissed me."
he opens his arms to you, asking silently for cuddles and who are you to say no to your precious fairy boyfriend?
you climb onto his lap, arms wrapping around his neck and his around your waist. he buries his face in your shoulder and you can feel his giggles vibrating in his chest as he tightens his hold. something about felix just feels so right to you -- that's the only way you can explain it. he feels like home, like happiness and sunshine and everything good and bright in the world bundled up inside one sweet boy.
he feels like the word 'love'.
he feels like your soulmate.
"then, I realised something," you continue and he moves back to look at you. "doesn't that mean your freckles are from soulmate kisses too?"
he laughs out loud at that, a shy giggle before he hides his face against you once again. you can see the tips of his ears turning a soft shade of red.
"it's true! isn't that so cute?" you lean back so he can no longer hide. "well, I love you and I wanna make sure you keep those freckles in our next lives!"
that's the only warning he gets before you're diving in to kiss all over his cheeks and nose. he hardly fights back, just laughs and laughs and tries to kiss you too, waiting patiently until you're done before he wraps you up in a hug and you crash together against the mattress.
you're still laughing when he looks at you and smiles once more. he kisses you again.
"thank you for that. I love you too, my soulmate."
[ warnings - sex, oral (reader recieving), gender neutral but reader has a vagina, first ever smut drabble on this app so it might suck a bit, please let me know if i should add anymore warnings! ]
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Moans echoed the bedroom belonging to Felix Lee, where he had layed you out and slowly teased your dripping pussy with his tongue. You two had known each other for awhile, and called yourselves close friends.
However, the plan was to ask him out, not have him eat you out.
"Wow," Felix moaned. "Who knew you would taste this good?"
The boy, who had mainly been eating you out like his last meal, insert two of his fingers with ease as he licked up and down, making you moan in absolute pleasure.
"Can I p-please cum soon, sir?" You begged, as your vision slowly became white. "I-I've been good!!"
Felix looked at you, and smirked as he slowed down his fingers. "I don't know, princess, do you really deserve it?"
You nodded, feeling so close to your release. "Please, sir, let me cum please!"
"Then cum." Felix said, going faster with his fingers and sucking your clit. This immediately drove you over the edge as you came, your body shaking from how intense it was. Felix slowed down his fingers, helping you through your high.
The boy licked his fingers clean while he eyed you down, impressed with what he did.
"Do you think you can take my cock, princess?"
Even while still gasping for air, you nodded your head.
"Good," Felix said, unbuckling his pants. "Let's have some fun then."
He leaned closer to your face and kissed you, which you accept needingly. Felix brought himself near your ear and whispered "I'll even take you up on that date, if that's okay?"
"Yes sir," you said, finally catching your breath. "And I can't wait."
there was something so lovely about being able to watch boyfriend!felix as he lightly buzzed about your all’s kitchen; having randomly decided to bake a few things for the get-together he’d be going to with his friends tomorrow.
just watching him bounce around and hum under his breath as he gets everything together serves as a little reminder ( one of many ) as to why you fell for him in the first place — his enjoyment over the littlest of things.
