Soo... I thought about this before I went to sleep, and, I felt like I should write it down.
Not really sure about the quality of this, or even about "what the fuck is happening to my mind when I'm sleepy??"
But here we go, warnings:
• Cannibalism
• Reader's death (although I don't really like it, I think it fits well)
• Made by stupid writer
• Delusional yandere/yangire?
Sorry for not posting a lot. I don't know what is happening to me. But I think is probably a writer's block. Or I'm just dumb.
Anyway, I hope you enjoy 😘🐑
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Honeymoon
"- Is a lovely night out there, right darling?"
No answer.
"- Is beautiful, really. I'm so tired from all the cleaning and cooking, but it was all worth it."
No answer.
"- This is such an special day, I didn't want it to go to waste."
No answer.
"- I bet it'll taste delicious!"
…
Yet, no answer.
A lonely groom is sitting by himself at a dinning table. Praying for the wonderful food he made, all by himself.
It was a delightful scene, and the smell was intoxicating.
Really fiting. Even when cut to pieces and cooked, you were just so intoxicating.
"- God bless."
The man starts to eat, savoring the flavor of caramelized human meat with a hint of orange in the mix. So it can truly bring your flavour to life.
The delusional man can't help but smile at every bite, euphoria runs through his veins. Like a happy child who just got their favorite candy. Every bite he says your name. Thinking that maybe, you really are in the room, maybe you're just shy for his form of love.
Or maybe, your spirit is mad at him.
He hopes he didn't do anything wrong, of course, he doesn't want to make you mad! He just waited so long for the perfect day, where he can show you how much he loves you.
To protect you. To love you. To hide you. To worship you.
To eat every single remain of your flesh, and erase every single evidence about your divine presence in this miserable world.
To consume you.
He always planned to do this on the perfect day, but he never new when was the perfect day. Maybe he should have waited until you were dying? He could've waited longer, but the hunger and greediness from his childish nature could not wait so long. He would probably end up killing you anyway.
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no! Not killing, saving!! Saving you!
Saving you from this world darkest scum. Right now, he is your hero, and you his lady in distress.
How romantic.
He always fantasized about doing this when he was stalking you. You were too precious for this world, [Y/N]!!
You didn't noticed him staring at you. Praising you, worshipping you. You thought he was "cute".
You told him he was your type.
Well, not directly, but you did say that to a friend you holded very dearly, so it must be true!
You said "sure, we can go out". We, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, WE! You were thinking just like him, right??! Thinking about uniting yourselves and combining into one.
Emotionally, physically, oh darling, he knew you were the one!!
And then, you said "yes".
You wanted to marry him. An mortal marrying an angel, how scandalous!
Awn, now he is sad. He is going to miss your voice. Your laughter, your shiny personality, how your eyes sparked while you were alive.
Well, he has a lot of parts he didn't cook yet, so maybe he can make an doll with some of the stuff left? Maybe he should look at how to summon a ghost…
Anyway, he can think of what he can do later. Now, he is the happiest man in the planet!
"- Oh darling, you're so delightful! I'm so glad we're together now, forever."
I couldn’t bring myself to say the words I have pondered for so long; the words I have carefully chosen for you.
The truth is, I was-am afraid. Afraid of saying the wrong thing; afraid of losing a friend. You are an amazing person and an extraordinary friend. And even though I’m not saying these words verbally, I still find them impossible to say, but know what you read is true.
Though you may never know it you will always have a special place in my heart. And though I may never love you as a lover, I will ALWAYS love you as a friend.
I am really thinking about going on hiatus. People have just been bringing me down (not here on tumblr) by saying things like "I don't want to rp with you" , "You don't seem like a good roleplayer" etc... It is not making me want to write anymore because of all the negativity I have been getting recently.
Feeling really low self confidence lately. My own mother is making me feel like I can’t do anything right and I’m not doing enough and is stressing me out. I’m feeling left out and isolated from friends and not super motivated to reach out to them. And even the guy I’m dating isn’t helping with his “off the gridness”. I want someone who wants to show me off and do romantic things for me because they want to and they’re trying to impress me. I am not confident in my own skin and just have been seeing all my flaws lately. Physically and emotionally.
