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Love getting shit faced to the point it’s all spinning and my eyes are weird and I can barely stand and I’m giggling and laughing like a mad man. Not to the point where I can’t stand and I throw up, but just enough to walk to the bathroom to piss about four times and stumble all the way there while almost kinda hitting a wall lol
Transitioning comes up on my mind every now and again because holy fuck man I dunno.
I know I wanna go on T. It’s something I’ve thought about for a long time. Maybe not when I first figured out I was trans (12-13 years old). But yeah. It’s something that’s been in my head for a long while.
Top surgery tho? I mean fuck I’d love to get rid of them but also. I dunno. Sometimes I’m hella insecure about them and I just want them gone. Sometimes I’m okay ish with them but I’d like them smaller. Fuck sometimes i actually kinda like them, especially in dresses and shit because holy shit??
But like. Is that because i actually like them? Or like the look of them?
The body is weird. Like. Really weird. It makes you think weird things and feel weird things. About people, about yourself. Your friends. The people around you in general.
Physically, sometimes i fucking hate it. I’m ugly, im not good enough for people, no one wants me because of my body. Which is kinda fucked right?? Because sometimes i do love it. I love my curves and the hair on my body and the way I sit and dress and feel and touch. And sometimes people fuck up my self image because I don’t meet the standards of a “woman”. I’m not “lady” enough, girls shave their legs and under arms and look a certain way and act a certain way.
But I’m not a girl. I haven’t felt that way about myself for the past 4-5 years. Sure, I used any pronouns at some stage but I feel like I did that just to please other people?? Kinda funny actually because im not fucking out to anyone but my friends.
Anddddd this has turned into a rant.
Yeah man idk. 🧑🔫
Anyways happy pride month again ✌️
Is anyone else having issues with Discord??
Mine keeps updating daily if not multiple times a day and randomly taking people off my friends list... Like the number of DMs I get from friends asking if they did something wrong is ridiculous.
its supposed to be gas gas friday but NOOOOOO its tbusted tire friday.
WHEN WILL THIS DAY END
