#feraljax

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scoops ahoy!mike bringing surfer boy pizza!will ice cream on his lunch break. sometimes he drops the ice cream when he goes over and sees how cute will is in his work outfit (⸝⸝´ ᵕ `⸝⸝)

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thinking about how natalie had to take over the leadership role from the girl who led the only sense of community or family she’d ever experienced.

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my favourite toxic doomed yuri ༺♥︎༻

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i swear the stranger things fandom is the only place where you can so heavily get attacked for shipping a canonical gay character with the guy he’s in love with. like what are we doing..? it might be the most normal thing in the world for someone to ship.

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bravebyers means everything to me actually… like my angel will deserves to feel the love of two mikes

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if they wanted to release tales from 85 i feel like they shouldve done it either in the big gap between s4-5 or in a couple years after the finale. why are we reheating the shows nachos so soon after its ended… its kinda embarrassing

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if will was a girl, byler wouldve happened so fast its crazy. it honestly makes my soul ache a bit.

if mike spent all his hours searching for her to try and get her to come home, if mike sobbed in his mothers arms when he thought she was dead, if mike was staying over night in the hospital multiple times by her side, always at her house, never leaving her side when she was possessed, always taking her home when she wasnt feeling well, if mike said they’d go crazy together, if she was screaming for mike when she was having mind flayer visions, if mike said becoming her friend was the best thing he’d ever done, if they fought in the rain and mike biked to her house in the pouring rain just to say sorry and when shes not there he goes to her secret spot to find her, if she painted him something for months and poured her soul into it, if her powers were ignited the moment he was in danger and she gained her strength by thinking about them as little kids, if she was in love with him all her life…….

the craziest part is half those things would never have happened because if will was a girl — only a couple of those things would’ve needed to occur for the GA and the duffers to decide they needed to be endgame.

our queer loving is beautiful, so beautiful it has to be completely diminished to make people believe it was never there.

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the concept that mike feels like he’s the one who lost will kills me.

him looking back on every moment, every time he pushed him away and how he felt it push will further from his grasp. him feeling like will was running, and he stood still for far too long and now will’s too far away to ever catch up to.

every time he argued with will, he felt the pureness of their friendship falter more and more until will was too far down the line of processing his feelings towards mike, before mike had even started realising his own.

mike had lost will before he’d even realised he could have him.