Fernando, 13 "We were looking for a miracle."
“We were looking for a miracle.”
The couple in front of him is weathered; Estonian, or Eastern European at any rate, and exhausted. The smoke curls around the room like a comfortable, intangible serpent, coiling its children-smog into tendrils to fill the corners with nests of vipers-made-vapors. They’ve been traveling for six days and seven nights to meet with him. Fernando worries his cigarillo between his index and pointer-fingers, chewing on his inner cheek. The blonde woman is quietly frantic under her shawl, her fingers clutching at a barren belly. The man beside her is sickly, with sunken eyes and a drooping mustache.
New York has been unkind to them.
“Please,” begs the man, his brown eyes lost to bushy brows and worry lines ill-fitting for a man of barely-thirty. “Please. We just need a child. One child. To make things right.”
“They will let us stay,” says the woman, “if we have a child here.”
“An American child,” the man agrees. Fernando shuts his eyes briefly. The burn of sweet-hot smoke in the back of his mouth turns sulfuric. He has half a mind to dismiss them outright, no explanation given. He could handle greed, he could water the weeds of gluttony, and he could trim the hedges of pride, but this…
Demons didn’t play god.
All they did was file papers for the man below; God’s opposite.
And at the end of the day, he only pushed paper and pens. His deals were in blood, but it was bad blood. There was no bad blood here. They didn’t fit the bill; and they wouldn’t fill his quota.
“I’m sorry,” he says at last, gaze reopening to the furthest corner of the room, the snakes of smog squiggling away through the cracks in the building windows.
“But I don’t deal in miracles.”














