#fey no

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I played world of warcraft on dial-up internet, u can't hurt me in a way that matters

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sometimes (often) I'm like "am I really gay, how do I know" bc of three decades of religious trauma and hetcomp

and then a girl will look at me a certain way and I'm like oh

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whenever i think abt how i have missed out on ten years~ worth of art practice bc of depression and other things i feel incredibly sick

i was so excited for artfight but every time i sit down to draw i end up crying and panicking. i wish i knew what was wrong with me.

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since LaDS devs are being buttheads I figured I'd revisit Obey Me

but I have lost my transfer code from my old phone ;___;

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I love getting little to no sleep for three nights in a row

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absolutely wretched that I have to work both weekend days

what if I used pto to make next weekend a four day one

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I wish going home didn't feel like a dreadful trap. so often I cry in the car on the way home and I have to lie about why my face is puffy or wait til I look normal again to go inside so my mom won't ask me what's wrong, bc I can't talk to her abt anything. she either won't understand or will dismiss it all and bring in god and the bible somehow. I can't have a normal convo with her anymore, she's obsessed