So since I have an abundance now, I gotta share my favorite Ravus screenshots I took
Inspired by @sanathewolf except this isnt the details screenshots they do, this is all just me being..... totally normal about the High Commander, yes totally normal
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Summary:
A prequel to 'Not Just a Feeling'. Prompto and his clone family meet Ravus and Luna for the first time.
Ravus Nox Flueret has always had to deal with a feeling in the back of his mind. One that keeps becoming more and more pervasive. Haunted by the death of his mother; unable to help his Nanny when she gets critically injured. Ravus just has to admit it: he is not good enough to protect those around him.
Luna has just turned 13 last month. She's supposed to be becoming adult. She SHOULD be taking up the mantel of the Oracle. However Gentianna seems disappointed with the development of her powers. Ardyn equally says that she is far from ready to take up the position. Luna feels that she should be more than capable of going out into the world to help others. To help prepare Noctis rid the planet of the scourge... The way everyone treats her though... It's almost like she isn't good enough.
Its been three years since the Astral Ifrit chose Prompto. Giving him magical powers, as well as a purpose. He knows that he still has a lot to learn. He just hopes that he can be enough too guide those around him.
Ch. 3: Lost and Found
"Alright Doves, gather around. Here are the Rules while staying in the Nox Fluret Manor." Ardyn spoke with all of them together after breakfast. Which had been quite an interesting affair. Prompto and his other brothers rarely got to meet human children their own age, much less human teenagers. Lady Lunafreya's outbursts so far had really been... something.
People actually talk to adults like that? 57, Prompto, thought, as she had stormed out. He thought that TVs shows had been exaggerating. Something felt wrong about the whole exchange. Especially... there was a static feeling at the back of his mind. Something 57 couldn't place a finger on.
I thought Luna would be a lot more reserved, and mature. 57 thought to himself. Even though he had never met Lunafreya before in his life... he felt like he knew her from somewhere. He felt that she was acting strange... childish even.
57 supposed it was just because she WAS a human teenager. They had a lot of emotional issues, his father Verstael would often warn them that they would go through something similar. Prince Ravus seemed polite enough, however- but he was older than Luna by two or three years.
His Dad raised a hand, counting off on his fingers. "One. No going into bedrooms that are not your own. Two. If the Guards or Servants tell you not to go somewhere, or not to do something listen to them. Three. No climbing up on anything taller than you are. Four. Stay within the grounds, and if you are going to explore somewhere let one of your other brothers or an adult know first. Try to stick together as well."
56 raised his hand, wanting to ask a question. He was standing next to 57 on his left. "Is there a library?" he asked excitedly.
"There is. On the second floor, I believe." Ardyn informed them.
"Yes." 58 bounced excitedly. On 57's other side. They were all standing in number order, as per usual.
Prompto, 57, rolled his eyes. His brothers were such nerds. Only 58 and 56 would be whisked away to a different country with little to no announcement- get choose to spend the day reading books in a dusty room.
"60 is going to have the cell phone." Ardyn handed their eldest brother said deceive. "I am going to be doing some investigating today. So if you see me sneaking around..." Ardyn directed his words pointedly at Prompto.
57 tensed under the scrutiny. Nervousness bubbling in his stomach. His Dad winked, and placed a single finger on his lips. 57 nodded anxiously to show that he understood.
57, after all, was the only one of his brothers who could see their father when he was invisible. His Dad had been teaching him to be able to see through magic illusions, as a basis to casting said illusions. Twice this month 57 had accidentally revealed his father's location to others, each with a rather disastrous result. The first time he had skipped right up to his father, greeting him without realizing he was invisible. The second time he had noticed the spell, but had stared so much at his Dad that he revealed his location.
57 was the only one of his brothers with magic. Gifted to him by his Patron, Ifrit. Something that put him under a lot of pressure. Especially since it was clear by now that 57 was the least fitting of his brothers to have such power. 57 wasn't the smartest. Nor the strongest. Neither was he good at the magic itself. 57 might be able to reliably see through through illusions- but he had yet to cast a proper one.
Their Dad left the small room aside, and 60 turned. Immediately taking charge, as he so often did. "Alright. So 56 and 58 want to go to the library, I kind of would like to go as well. But what do the rest of you want to do?" he asked.
"I want to go outside!" 51 declared, raising a hand.
"Yeah! it's not even snowing today! That's wild." 52 agreed.
"That's because we're not in Niflheim." 53 pointed out, "Shiva's not blasting ice all over the place."
"Yeah, let's go outside." 54 agreed. "We can play a game or something."
"We might even get the chance to touch grass! What an as-os-auspicious occasion." 53 pointed out. Struggling with a word they often heard their Dad use on occasion, but had only just learned the definition of last week. It reminded 57 that he was way behind on their vocabulary work.
"So you four outside, us three in the library." 60 surmised, he looked to 55 and 57. The only two who had not made their decision
"I'm still tired." 55 admitted, "I might just go back to bed."
"Are you not feeling well?" 58 asked critically. He was the most medically conscious out of all of them.
55 considered this, "I don't think so. I don't have that headache I usually get right before I get sick."
"Ugh. I get the same thing, its the worst." 51 remarked. Looking up and rubbing his head.
"We all do." 53 reminded him, arms crossed. "So does father. We get it from him."
58 placed the back of their hand on 55's forehead, and hummed. 58 was the most interested out of all of them in biology- and had recently evolved from playing doctor, to actually doctoring them. They always came to him if they had cuts or bruises now. "I don't think you're running a fever. I should check your blood sugar, as well as your blood pressure. You've been sleeping in a lot more the last few days, and this is something I should document."
"Do you have any of that equipment?" 55 asked with confusion. They had all been instructed to pack and then leave rather suddenly. Ardyn had gotten a phone call, and then canceled their weapons training session. Having them all change out of their practice clothes, pack some necessities rather quickly. Then pile all of them onto on an air ship. Their other father, Verstael, was out of town already on a business trip. So Ardyn had no choice but to bring them all along; since no one was available to look after all nine of them so suddenly.
"Of course I do. Its in my stuff upstairs, come on." 58 took 55 by the hand and started to lead the way. 56 following along.
"Wait up. I'll come with you guys." 60 called after them, he turned back however,
"57? Which group did you want to go with?"
"Uhm." 57 kind of didn't want to go with either. He had seen a vehicle garage on the side of the building when they were coming in- and he had wanted to go see what kind of cars the Nox Fleurets had, if any. They were rich, so hopefully something cool. "I kind of have to go to the restroom." he admitted, "And then I wanted to explore the house?"
"Okay. Go to the restroom, then meet us in the library." 60 instructed. Following 55 and 58 out of the room. "If 55 isn't too sick, I don't mind going exploring with you for a bit."
"I don't feel THAT bad." 55 reminded them grumpily, "I'm just still waking up." He allowed himself to be pulled along by 58 though. 60 following behind. The lower four numbers split off to go do their thing. Leaving 57 alone.
Relatively. There were a lot of human adults walking around the Nox Fleuret Manor. Some of them wore armor with Niflheim Emblembs on them. Others dressed as Butlers, or Maids. 57 asked one of the servants cleaning up the dinning room where a restroom was, and they were happy enough to point him in the right direction.
Tenebrae restrooms were strange. 57 and his brothers had visited the foreign country before. When their fathers took them on a vacation trip to see 'something other than snow and concrete walls'. Tenebrae people had toilets that were very different from Graelean ones. They were deep, and a singular bowl. Missing the shelf that Niflhiem and Gralean ones usually featured. They didn't have heat radiators that you could hold your hands up too either. For drying your hands, and warming them up. Instead you had to use fancy hand towels, a foreign idea that always seemed a little unsanitary to him.
57 considered these differences as he washed his hands. Then dried them off. Wondering what he was supposed to do with the cloth towel after he used it. Surely not throw it away? That seemed like such a waste. But what if someone else used it? Their hands would be dirty with his germs... was there a hamper for used towels? Where did he get a fresh one from?
"My spark." A voice called to him.
57 looked up from where he was opening a cabinet below the sink. Up to the round mirror handing above the sink. His reflection looked back at him. Not mirroring how he was standing one-to-one. Rather pushing themselves up on the sink to be seen better. The figure within the glass was darker as well. Their eyes a fiery orange, skin slightly darker.
Ifrit. His patron God. The Astral who had chosen him to wield his magic- and who had given him his second 'true' name.
"My Patron!" Prompto jumped to attention. It was not uncommon for Ifrit to speak to him through reflections. But something about his sudden appearance felt... significant. "Is something wrong?" He asked.
"Someone is in need of you." The God informed him.
There was the slamming of a door nearby. Prompto turned his head to look towards the noise . When he looked back, his reflection urged him, "Go."
Prompto carelessly threw away the hand towel. Then opened the restroom door and looked up and down the hall. The sound of foot steps could be heard going up the stairs. 57 turned the corner, just in time to see Prince Ravus landing at the top of them.
The Prince was very clearly upset, and looked to even be crying. Prompto swallowed, glanced back at the mirror, and then left the bathroom. Following Prince Ravus. It was not hard to do. The older boy was leaving smudged foot prints on the floor. Like the Prince had stepped in some dirt or thing. This was incredibly inconsiderate of the house workers, 57 thought.
See this is why we take our shoes off in Niflheim. Prompto thought to himself. Still remembering the shock of their first time visiting a Tenebrae establishment. Watching people walk inside without taking off their outside boots or crampons. Or rather, that people did not use such things. Their fathers explaining to them that sometimes other places had 'cultural differences' and did things differently had not really made sense to him and his brothers. Until they went to the southern coast for the first time and realized that there were places in the world that were not buried under 15cm of now all year round.
Prince Ravus walked into one of the rooms upstairs, and Prompto hesitated. It looked like it might be a bedroom, and his Dad said not to enter them... but this was not Ravus' bedroom. Ravus stayed in the other wing of the building. When Ardyn had brought them into the house through a side entrance last night, their Dad had set 57 and his brothers up to stay in rooms that were on the same hallway as Ravus was. 51, 55, 52 and himself had actually stayed up late last night, teaching Ravus how to play dice. 55, the more sociable of his brother pulling the awkward, acne riddled teenager in from lurking in the shadows.
Prompto looked around. This wing of the building looked a lot fancier. Better taken care of than the one Ravus stayed in. 57 wondered if this was Luna's room. Movement in the corner of his eye caught his attention. Prompto saw his reflection in a silver mirror- giving him two thumbs up.
57 exhaled. Then shook out his hands. Ifrit had given him his magic power three years ago. He had been training for moments like this. Both with his Patron, and his Dad.
I'm a beacon. Prompto, 57 reminded himself, I'm supposed to find people who are lost- and guide them. 57 finished shaking himself out. Then knocked on the door. Hoping that his training would be enough to help Prince Ravus.
Ifrit had asked him to talk to people before. Usually some of the younger Lab assistants who worked at his father's lab- they usually just needed someone to talk to and have someone listen to them. Even if it happened to be the six year old clone child of their boss. Once though, Prompto had helped a lost kid his own age get home- Ifrit guiding him through reflective surfaces. 57 was still getting used to being called on so suddenly for these things. Thankfully his Patron had never asked him to do anything that he was not capable of dealing with. 57 hoped he had enough training to help Prince Ravus... who was a PRINCE. Not just some random person of no consequence. There would be major repercussions if he failed... and Prompto didn't have much experience dealing with nobility. Didn't they have fancy rules to abide to? Or something? A memory of a dream surfaced in Prompto's mind. A man with grey hair, glasses and a stern expression. Telling him something. Then straightening Prompto's tie... He couldn't remember who the man was though. Prompto shook his head. Dismissing the fantasy.
57 knocked twice, then opened the door. Poking his head in just so. The room was big, and fancy. It had a four poster bed, with heavily embroidered cloth hanging from it's rails. There was an attached room, that looked to be some kind of wardrobe or changing area. 57 could see some vanity tables with ghostly mirrors. It looked like an adult's room. A very important adult's room.
It was also unused. There were white sheets covering the chairs, and some of the furniture. The curtains were drawn to keep the sun out. Things seemed put away. The air was stagnant. Whoever had been living here had been gone for a while.
There was someone inside though though. A lump under the duvet of the giant bed. Ravus had crawled under it. Like a cat crawling underneath a bed for warmth. The Tenebrae Prince was not trying to hide, apparently. He sat up, holding the covers around his shoulders. "Who's there?!" Ravus asked angrily.
"I-it's me." 57 opened the door further. He actually had another name 'Prompto'. Which came to him in that moment. His 'actual' name- which his Patron had given him. 57 vaguely wondered which name he should use for a moment- then realized he was over thinking this. Ravus already knew him by a name.
"I'm 57. We played dice last night? I'm the one with the spiky hair- but not the spikiest?" Prompto pulled on his bangs. Both him and 52 often got mistaken for each other. They both had cow licks similar to their grandfather. Not that Prompto had ever met the man. Just seen the pictures Verstael had shared with them.
"Oh." Ravus sniffed. Dropping his guard just a little. "Yes. I recognize you now."
"I heard you crying," Prompto explained. He entered the room, gently closing the door behind him. "So I wanted to check in on you."
"I'm fine." The older boy grumbled. Wiping off his cheek with his hand. "Just upset."
Prompto took off his shoes at the doorway to the bedroom, and approached the bed. His feet sinking into the plush carpet that surrounded the bed. "If you are upset, then you are not fine. That is, in fact, the definition of not fine." He informed Ravus.
Ravus looked down at him with red eyes, tears gathering at the corners of them. "Look. I just don't want to be bothered right now. Go away?" Ravus requested. There was anger to his voice, but instead of giving the man power, it dragged him down. Ravus looked nothing more than just alone. Sitting in the dark, crying to himself.
"We don't have to talk. Not about what is making you upset, or anything for that matter." Prompto reached the bed, and placed his hands on the side. "It's not any fun to be alone when you're upset. How about I join you for a bit; keep you company?"
Ravus gave him a sour look. Then looked to the side. Wiping off his cheek. "I am a bit too old for cuddling- I can take naps on my own." he pointed out firmly.
"Nonsense. Naps are always better with other people- and everyone needs comfort now and then. Scootch over." Prompto told the older boy, and patted a hand on the beside. Pressuring Ravus to move over.
Ravus did so, as the teenager was clearly not as opposed to having company as he said he was. He moved backwards. Picking up the heavy duvate, and making room for Prompto.
"Why is?" Prompto was confused when he jumped up on bed and found his hand was slightly damp. He looked at Ravus, and then downward. "RAVUS! Your feet are wet!"
"Oh" Ravus sniffed. As if he had forgotten, "Yeah. I just came from outside."
"You were outside?! Without shoes?!" Prompto asked with horror.
Ravus shrugged.
"And you came inside?! Without cleaning your feet?!" Prompto was officially disgusted. That was contamination! Or the worst kind! His father would be furious if any of his lab workers did something like this. They had to double wash their hands anytime they went into the labs, or came home from them. "You're in a bed as well!"
Ravus huffed. Sounding less sad, and more amused. "You Niffs are such germaphobes."
"Given that we have standards!" Prompto jumped out of the bed. 57 walked through the side room- figuring there was a bathroom. Sure enough there was one, and it still had some towels stashed in the cabinet, thankfully.
57 took three and threw two at Ravus. "Clean your feet off!" He told the Prince, and then started to clean off the duvet. Wiping away the moisture, and hoping that the thoughtless Prince had not stained the sheets or damaged them in some way. They would need to be washed, for certain. Who knew what the Prince had stepped in-
Ravus huffed with amusement, and sat on the side of the bed. Cleaning off his feet with a towel. While 57 checked and double checked the duvet and sheets. The clone wasn't angry, more aghast and paranoid- something Ravus was amused by more than anything.
Once his feet were dry, Ravus ask 57 if that was good enough for his standards. The scourge child inspected the Prince's feet with comedic seriousness. Something that made Ravus secretly smile. Since it was simply absurd to him that anyone would care about slightly dirty feet. Sheets and floors could be cleaned after all.
"Okay. NOW we can lay on the bed." 57 declared, when he was satisfied that Ravus and the bed was clean. He set all of the towels aside on a table to be laundered later, and climbed back onto the bed.
Ravus moved aside and held the duvet up, so that the younger boy could join him. Then two finally settled down. Ravus, despite his earlier claims that he was too old for cuddling, immediately pulled 57 into a hug. Curling up with him.
"Oh. You are warm." Ravus remarked. Pulling the scourge child up against his chest. Just like he had used to do with Luna back when they were younger. 57 allowed himself to be pulled in like a teddy bear. His back pressing against Ravus' chest. Prompto often slept with one or more of his brothers. Sometime his Dad as well- and on the extremely rare occasion his father... Verstael always joked that that any time he nodded off while on the couch, he always woke up with three or more of his copies suffocating him. Like clingy cats.
"I am?" 57 asked with confusion at Ravus' remark. Then remembered that his source of magic was literally from a primordial being of fire. "Oh. Yeah. I do run hotter than average."
"Is that a clone thing?" Ravus asked curiously.
"No. It's a me thing." 57 shifted and reached into his shirt. Taking out a pendant that hung around his neck. A gold disc with flames etched into it. The center of which was a large and vibrant ruby. "I have a blessing from Ifrit." 57 showed Ravus the pendant.
Ravus tensed. Arms locking around 57. Recalling that the aforementioned God had been brought up before, at the hospital. "Ifrit? As in the Astral of betrayl?"
"And of fire." 57 reminded the other, "As well as Wisdom, and Creation. That was what he was before he got exiled from the hexatheon, at least."
"Oh." Ravus's voice wavered. Still wary, "I did not know that. I was just told about how he destroyed Soulheim- and then got exiled for killing so many humans."
"Most people only know that." 57 sighed, and set the pendant back inside of his shirt. Where it pressed against his heart. "Honestly I'm starting to wonder if I should stop telling people. They give me weird looks, or get scared."
"You... really should not tell people so readily." Ravus advised, "Everyone who has been associated with Ifrit in the last few centuries... are kind of dangerous. Cults and terrorist groups, and things of that nature."
57 looked upwards, his purple eyes meeting Ravus' mix-matched ones. "Have you met my father? Fathers?"
Ravus opened and then closed his mouth, "You know? Fair enough."
"Ifrit's probably the least evil of the three, to be honest." 57 sighed, sinking back into Ravus' chest. This was nice. Prompto always liked sleeping with other people. The more the better. Just something about sharing a sleeping space... he often dreamed of sleeping in a tent with friends... driving around in a vehicle. The roads open before them, and the sky shinning brightly above them. Stopping to take pictures...
Ravus made a noise as 57 settled down into his arms. The Prince was tense for a few moments, then slowly relaxed. As the tension in his chest started to unravel, and nothing more came from the scourge child who had volunteered to cuddle with him. For Ravus felt nice to have something warm to hold against his chest. It was like he had his own personal candle. Creating a bubble of safety in the cold, dark halls of the Fenestala Manor. Ravus and Luna had used to share beds when they were younger. The two of them sneaking over to the other's room when they had a nightmare or couldn't sleep. Eventually the two had grown out of cuddling with each other though- and every day now it seemed that they were getting farther and father apart... It was nice to have someone with him for once. Instead of being on his own.
"Thank you for this." Ravus sighed after a while. Basking in the feeling of just having someone THERE. Without any sort of arguments or questions being pestered at him. He had felt alone for the longest time now. He was sick of it, he realized. Sick of being apart from not only Luna, but people in general. He tightened his grip on 57. Wanting to hold the scourge child in his arms, just a little longer.
"It's no problem." Prompto said somewhat tiredly. Not asleep, but threatening to drift off into it. "It's what my Patron asks me to do sometimes."
"You mean Ifrit?" Ravus furrowed his brow.
"Yeah. He says I'm supposed to help people who are lost find their way."
Ravus did not understand. "I'm not lost though." He picked himself up just a bit, so that he could peer down at 57's face.
57 had his eyes closed, his hair was a riot of golden spikes, which almost seemed to make a halo around his head. "It doesn't always mean in a physical sense." 57 mumbled sleepily. "People can get lost in their own minds. Or Souls get conflicted, and all tangled up in themselves. Like, lost in a metaphorical sense."
"... you sound like Ms. Moneta." Ravus noted with some worry. She often said that she was glad to have 'found' him.
"She's your nanny, the one who was hurt?" 57 cracked open his eyes. Looking out from beyond the bed curtains, "Is this her room?"
Ravus' lowered himself back down. His grip tightening around Prompto's torso. Finger's curling into the younger boy's stomach, "No."
"It does seem rather fancy for a nanny's room- and unused," 57 observed
"It was my mother's." Ravus informed Prompto quietly, whispering into the boy's back. "She died 2 and a half years ago."
"Oh." 57 felt as if someone had just punched him in the stomach. "I'm sorry."
"You shouldn't be." Ravus muttered. He buried his face into Prompto's back. Then released the other entirely. No longer wanting to be comforted. He turned. Moving to lay on his stomach.
57 turned. Laying on his back and looking to the side at Ravus. "Why should I not?"
"Because your country killed her in an attack." The Prince informed him, face down in a pillow. "It secured the victory in the Tenebrae War; and allowed you guys to take over the capital. You Niffs are all about National Pride right? Why would you mourn someone who was your enemy?"
"Oh." 57 looked at the top of the canopy bed. Where there cloth pattern featured birds and flowers. "Is that why Luna doesn't like us? Because Dad was involved in your mother's death?"
"...Yes, and no." Ravus did not seem so sure of this, he lifted his face just a little, "I think what upsets her more is that you guys are made of demonic scourge- even if you guys look and act mostly human. It's kind of considered a taboo. Unnatural. I don't know why she is upset though." Ravus glanced over and looked 57 over, "You guys aren't THAT demonic. Not compared to Ardyn at least."
"Well our Dad is THE heart of the scourge." 57 rolled to lay on his side, facing Ravus, "Kind of impossible to have any more than him."
"True..." Ravus trailed off. He crossed his arms beneath him, and rested his head on them. Looking at 57 from he side. "Hey. If he's the- you know- Demon King or whatever. How come he can heal people with Oracle magic?"
"Oh. That's because he wasn't always the heart of the Scourge." 57 explained . Shifting to use his arm as a pillow, "Just like Ifrit wasn't always a God of Betrayl."
"Oh..." Ravus fell silent for a long. As if weighing if 57 was or was not lying. Prompto didn't shy away from the scrutiny. He had nothing to hide by telling the truth; or at least the truth he had been taught. After a moment Ravus looked down at the pillow under his crossed arms. "I never considered that entities like that could change. I guess they can though. Bahamut used to be called the 'Blade Master' -but now he's considered more a general 'God of Metal'. Not swords specifically."
"Nothing is permanent, the universe in flux." 57 yawned tiredly, "At least, that is what my Patron says."
Ravus made a contemplative noise in the back of his throat. As an uncomfortable sensation settled in his stomach. That of jealousy. 57 seemed to know so much more about Gods. To interact with them more. Who was he? A scourge child. Meanwhile Ravus was a Nox Fleuret. The family chosen to literally act as the mouth piece for the Gods.
Granted Oracles were only female, so that meant he had a lot less responsibilities- but that did not mean he was without any. Ravus recalled all of the lessons his mother had given him. How he was supposed to act, and behave. How his mother had told him that Luna would need all the support she could get; and his job was to be there for her; for whoever the next Oracle happened to be. After all if anything happened to Luna... or if Luna didn't have any children... any daughters of his daughters were going to be the Oracle instead.
Ravus clenched jaw. It was upsetting. That the God's paid so much attention to everyone around him, and never seemed to take interest in HIM. It was almost like they outright ignored his existence. The ONE time they had shown up- between his mother dying, his country being taken over, him and Luna being imprisoned- it had been yesterday of all things. And Gentianna, she had come to take Ms. Moneta AWAY from him. The only adult who even looked in his general direction. The person he needed more than anyone else.
It seemed almost like the Gods wanted him to be abandoned.
Ravus clenched his hands, and clenched his fists. Then choked back a sob. Pressing his face down into his mother's pillow. 57 slowly sat up from, and then reached for him. Sitting beside Ravus, and rubbing circles into his back. Ravus started to cry in earnest. Holding onto, and sobbing deeply. Ravus didn't know how long he was there for. He cried until he ran out of tears, and then shook, struggling to breath in anything but sobbing gasps. 57 stayed with him the entire time. A hand on his back. Moving the hair out of his face and behind an ear. A warm prescience at his side. An anchor to keep him form getting too lost in his grief.
Ravus eventually quieted down, and his breathing steadied. It felt cathartic to empty himself out. It was exhausting though. Ravus turned over on his back, then sat up. Wiping off his cheeks. 57 raised his arm out of the way, and then shifted to sit next to him. Handing him a cloth hankie.
"I-i think I know why you Patron sent you to me." Ravus accepted the handkerchief. Wiping off his nose.
Ravus looked down at the cloth, unfolding it. "I've been betrayed. Haven't I?"
57 tensed, eyes widening, "Have you?" he asked with concern.
"I think so." Ravus felt exhausted. Like he had just finished carrying a bunch of weights up a set of stairs. Lies he had been carrying, apparently. For years it seemed.
57 scooted closer, and wrapping him in a hug. Ravus sniffed, and buried his face into the offered shoulder. Leaning into the warmth 57 was offering him.
It was so obvious now. Gentianna might have been their family's Patron. But she didn't care about him. She appeared to Luna almost every day. Gave his sister lessons. Spoke with her. Guided her. Meanwhile all Ravus got was a cold shoulder. Gentianna' appearance as a death omen was a damning implication. A goddess did not need to show up to someone so insignificant's death. Sure Ms. Moneta meant a lot to Ravus... but if all the gods cared about was killing her off... If Ardyn had not come and interfered... Ravus didn't know what would have happened.
Ravus would still be sitting in that damned hospital, he supposed. Ms. Moneta would have passed during the night- and no one had even been LOOKING for him when he came back to the manor the other day. Something that stung even though he had kind of expected it..
There was a difference between having your faith tested- and then there was being abandoned. Ravus could very clearly see now which applied to him. Ravus was didn't matter. The only reason Gentianna had probably even showed up was because Ardyn had been present. Knowing that he could prevent the outcome she wanted.
They both sat in silence for a long time. "I'm sorry for crying so much." Ravus wiped off his face with the hankie, "Thank you for being here."
57 looked up at him with his big, purple eyes, "What do you plan to do from here?"
"I don't know." Ravus exhaled. He looked around. He always came to his mother's room when he was feeling miserable. It felt like a comforting place for him. However in reality it was just dark, and empty. Filled with the memories of everything he had lost, or what made him miserable. Coming here for comfort was a real double edge sword. It was nice to have someone beside him though. It made getting through things easier.
"Well. I was planning on meeting my brothers in the library." 57 offered, "Why don't we go see what they are doing? At the very least you might be able to help them find what books they want."
"... Alright." Ravus allowed 57 to guide him out of the bed, and then out of the room.
The light of the hallway made him wince, as the late morning sun punctured through the windows. This summer was a hot one. It looked like it was going to get into the 30s today. As they walked, Ravus saw some movement out in the back garden. It looked like some of 57's brothers were playing kick ball in the field Ravus trained in. He wondered briefly, if the scourge children would be okay out in the intense sunlight. He had heard that people from Niflheim tended to burn easily. Given they never got any sun because of the climate.
Demons also burned in the sun as well. Ravus worried if they should be brought in side... until Ravus turned to ask 57 and realized how silly his train of thought was. The boys were already outside. In direct sunlight. They clearly weren't vampires. Otherwise they would not have gone outside in the first place.
It struck Ravus though. About how much he cared. About this strange group of children Ardyn had so randomly brought into his life. They were so straight forward, to the point, and bright. In a world that had been far too dark for too long for Ravus... Ravus realized then. That he had been drowning in loneliness- and it had taken nine kids crowding into his life- into his room last night. Asking him if he wanted to play dice. Then waking him up for breakfast. To make him realize this. Ravus felt like he was breaking above the surface for the first time in a long time. Able to breath, if just for this moment.
"This way, right?" 57 asked, pointing down the hallway.
"Yes." Ravus looked away from the window to lead the way. 57 reached out to holding his hand as they started walking. Ravus glanced down at 57 with surprise, but the blond didn't even seem to have noticed he had reached out. 57 too busy looking at the scattered decor as they walked through the mansion. Ravus looked, and adjust his grip. Holding onto 57's hand like a life preserver. Not wanting to go back under anytime soon.
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"What do you mean that Lord Ravus is going to a PUBLIC military school???" Ardyn asked sharply. "Who even ventured such an idea?!"
"Well, Chancellor, I was under the impression that the priority care was to be given to Lady Lunafreya." The sniveling man behind the desk made yet another excuse. "Private tutors are quite expensive you see- and the budget given to us was inadequate. Just the manor alone requires significant funds."
Ardyn glared down at the lawyer. He snapped the file he had open in his hand closed. Then tossed the file aside. The man's assistant diving forward to catch the papers before they went scattering everywhere.
"And by that admission you saying that Ravus Nox Fleuret- the boy who would be KING of your nation- had my country not dethroned them-"
"Well, actually it would be Lady Lunafreya taking the throne," The man dared interrupt him. Fixing his glasses, "A common mistake. Most countries follow male lineages, but Tenebrae's is Maternal, you see."
Ardyn exhaled through his nose, "Regardless. When I placed you and your office in charge of the Fenestala Manor I told you very specifically to make sure that BOTH children were taken care of. Properly."
"And they are." The man argued, despite the evidence of his inadequacy littering the desk in front of them. "Lord Ravus goes one of the oldest military schools Fenestala has to offer. Many of the boys who go there become captains, or majors-"
"Fodder. For people with actual ranks to walk over." Ardyn growled, hands on his hips. It was a school people sent their SECOND sons, or cast offs. The roster was filled with children whose Parents who couldn't afford to send them to a proper school. The credentials would mean Ravus wouldn't have to attend a boot camp- he would go straight to a guard or foot man position, with no chance of promotion. The Lawyer before him knew this. Ardyn knew this. They ALL knew this. Yet the Lawyer he had put in charge of the manor seemed to not even care about Ravus' possible future.
Ardyn pinched the bridge of his nose. "It's illegal for me to kill you; you now this. That you are not a Niflheim Citizen means that I can not exercise my noble right to immediately remove you for your position for failing at it so soundly."
"Such are the laws." The lawyer agreed, and folded his hands in front of him on his desk. Safe behind the laws that he was skimming with. Safe behind a series of rules that- in most Tenebrae's minds- was protected by the will of Ramuh himself.
Ardyn stared down at the man. "Well if I can not have your head. I will simply turn you into a demon instead then." Ardyn decided.
"I-i beg your pardon?!" The man stuttered with confusion and horror. Understandable. Ardyn's true nature and reputation were not as well known outside of Niflheim. Most people in Graela- more specifically the nobles and politicians- knew what Ardyn was, what he could do. They
Most outside of that only thought they were rumors. Most outside of Niflheim thought they were exaggerated tails tales.
Ardyn leaned his head to the side, smile growing longer than it should have been naturally. Eyes widening. "Oh. Surely you do not think that you could mishandle the affairs of the Oracle's family- and get away with anything less than Divine Punishment?" Ardyn asked. He let the shadows around them gather. Becoming solid. Dripping. His eyes began to bleed. His irirs flashed, rings of gold.
The man started to hyper ventilate, looking around at the shadows growing claws and reaching out for him. "What is this?! You can't do this?!"
"Any last words?" Ardyn stepped forward.
"You're a monster!" The man realized to late.
Ardyn reached out. He simply touched the man on his forehead.
The man cried out. As if he had been stabbed. His flesh beginning to rot and decay. His face melting like wax. He stumbled backwards and slammed into a book shelve. Choking. When he cleared his passage way, Black scourge dribbled out out of his mouth and onto the carpet.
The assistant of the man screamed, and ran out of the office. Many others in the office peered through the door. The mounting panic and horror building and then spreading through the office like fire.
The lawyer Ardyn had put in charge of Ravus and Luna fell to the ground. Struggling and failing for help. Like a fish out of water. His body turning into demonic sludge, while also fusing together. Painfully changing shape into a demonic form
Ardyn didn't bother to stick around to find out what type of demon he was going to become. He turned and left the office, unbothered by all the other people running, screaming and acting as if they had never seen someone turn into a demon before. Or perhaps this was their first. Tenebrae might not have had the wall of Lucis to keep it's citizens safe from the demons. But it had the Niflheim Empire- it had all of the safety measures, medical help, hunting teams, and infrastructure required to keep a substantial population safe. Safe from being infected in mass.
Ardyn left the building, just as a response team for the Scourge arrived. Hopping off a came about. All of the people fleeing out of the office were being corralled and put into a temporary quarantine. UV lights being shinned onto them to kill any scourge. A medical person went around to each of them and shinned a black light into eyes, checking to see if anyone had been infected. A team of hunters wearing filtered masks pushed past Ardyn into the building. None of them even looking in his direction.
Ardyn, invisible to all of those around him sighed, "I'm going to have to find a whole replacement for someone to look over the Manor, aren't I?"
Behind him there was an explosion. Glass fell from an office above, black smoke billowing out the window. Similar to a Bomb demon self-destructing. People screamed and backed away from the building as Glass rained down. Ardyn looked up then to the side. "Well. At least I won't have to burn it down myself." He concluded to himself.
His Unlucky Highness, Ravus Nox Fleuret! 🦄💜
Another stupid animation for #FFXVImperialsWeek on twitter, day 2!
Children, do not stand outside in a thunderstorm with an umbrella and magitek prosthetics 🤣🤣🤣
I still luv you Ravus!
COME ONE COME ALL TO SOME RAVUS FLANGST BROUGHT TO YOU BY A LAMEASS (me) AS REQUESTED BY @aeciru !!!!!!
From the prompt list:
#8: “I don’t need you anymore.”
#20: “Please don’t hurt me like this.”
#59: “You own my heart.”
I did all aforementioned prompts despite having the option to choose just one because there just isn’t enough love for Ravus ok!!!!! I took the liberty to adjust the prompts accordingly to fit with the dialogue though.
ALSO. BOY OH BOY WAS WRITING THIS A CHALLENGE. Ravus and Luna speak in a really eloquent and flowery manner, so I did my best apply such a style and drop contractions here and there whenever I saw fit. I went back and forth with several sections here just to beef up the story and make the relationship and history with Rea more developed and fluid. (((((idk why but i felt pressured to do our boye real good)))))) (i hope i delivered)
(keeping just ravus in character is hard okkkkk)
Speaking of!!!! I read that smol Ravus was actually really nice and kind, so I wrote him as such in the beginning. He becomes the Giant Angst Bean™ that we all know and love later on.
Title was inspired by @birdsandivory who often tags posts relating to their s/o as “dearest heart.” I thought it was the most DARLING thing ever, so I hope you don’t mind that I took that as inspiration!!
Tagging @thatoneawkwardfanthing and @lokewight who asked to be tagged!
i hope you all enjoy this ; w ;
word count: 5.3k+ words, fluff and angst, soft Ravus and hard Ravus (not sexual ok), spoilers for Kingsglaive
Growing up within the walls of House Nox Fleuret was a privilege that not many were privy to. Luckily for you, your family maintained close ties to the royal family of Tenebrae, thus granting you access to the more personal side of the Nox Fleuret family.
Though you were shy, your parents insisted that you befriend the Nox Fleuret siblings as a show of goodwill. Something about “maintaining peace,” or whatever it was the adults often talked about.
When you were first brought to Tenebrae to meet the nation’s royal family, you were in awe of the region’s majestic architecture — was that an actual castle? — and its signature blue flora, the sylleblossom. Fenestala Manor blew you away in particular, so you were all the more enlivened when your parents explained that this would be your new living quarters.
It was a long time coming, your move to the Manor. After all, you were being groomed to become the Royal Advisor to rising generation of Nox Fleurets.
Upon your arrival at the Manor, Queen Sylva had greeted you personally with the warmest of receptions. She even offered you a brief hug after you clumsily bowed before her. The queen’s friendliness took you aback, but it made you feel all fuzzy on the inside. She was nice.
With Queen Sylva were her two children, a boy and a girl. The female of the two siblings gravitated towards you naturally. She called herself Lunafreya, and she had the sweetest eyes and kindest smile. You regarded her with awe of her beauty.
“This is my brother, Ravus,” Lunafreya introduced as she gestured for you to step closer towards her sibling.
“Welcome to Tenebrae,” Ravus greeted with a friendly smile. “I do hope you enjoy your stay here.”
The different hues in Ravus’ eyes helped you maintain eye contact with him. “H-Hello,” you mumbled timidly. “I’m (Name).”
“What a lovely name!” Lunafreya clapped her hands excitedly as she looked to Ravus. “Wouldn’t you agree, Brother?”
Ravus nodded. “Indeed it is.”
You immediately blushed under their compliments. “Thank you,” you managed to let out, feeling the last of your discomfort crawl away from your skin. These two were good people, you could tell. Even though they were royalty, they welcomed you into their home — into their lives — with open arms.
That was the start of your allegiance to the royal family of Tenebrae.
*
“Princess,” you called. “It’s time for your lessons.”
“Oh (Name),” Lunafreya hummed from her bedroom. “Can’t we skip for once? Please?”
It had been several years since your life had first become interwoven with that of House Nox Fleuret’s. Since your initial meeting, you had only grown closer to both Lunafreya and Ravus at varying degrees.
Lunafreya was almost always attached to your hip. If she wasn’t busy with her duties, she was accompanied by Gentiana. Otherwise, she was often around you. You had come to love her like a sister and would do anything to keep that divine smile on her face.
On the other hand, you had also forged a very formidable friendship with the elder Nox Fleuret. You were closer to Ravus in age, so naturally, the two of you found a lot of things in common. In the years you had spent getting to know him, you had come to realize that Ravus was very much like his mother.
Unbelievably kind.
Incredibly accommodating.
So, so warm.
You were honored that Ravus felt safe enough around you to let his guard down and not just be himself, but also show his softer side to you.
You wanted to think that you were at least somewhat special to him in that regard.
These days, you weren’t sure what to make of the butterflies that went wild in your tummy whenever you were around Ravus, but spending time with him always made you giddy and caused your heart to race. It was hard not to smile in his presence.
“Your mother would have my head if I allowed another absence, Princess.”
“She would not!” the young blonde retorted as she fixed her fringe in place. “Mother is much too nice for such barbaric extremes.”
“Perhaps not,” you replied, a teasing smile sneaking its way onto your face, “but if Her Highness won’t have my head, then it will be your brother who may scold me if I continue to be soft on you.”
“That won’t happen,” Lunafreya assured you, a knowing smirk on her otherwise delicate face. “Ravus adores you.”
You immediately flushed at her statement. “H-He…! He does not!”
“Oh, but he does. In fact, Ravus-”
“Are you speaking ill of me again, dearest sister?” Ravus’ voice interrupted from the doorway.
You spun around to face him, feeling embarrassed that he had nearly caught onto what his sister had been insinuating. “My Prince!” You bowed before him, trying to keep the warmth in your cheeks at bay.
“At ease,” he said, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder to set you upright again. “How many times must I insist that ‘Ravus’ is enough?”
“My apologies.”
“And how many times must I defend my honor in front of you, brother dearest?” Lunafreya challenged teasingly, staring indignantly at her older sibling with her hands on her hips. “When have I ever spoken ill of you?”
“If we count all the instances,” he said, “then you will most surely miss your lessons, and we cannot allow that, now can we?”
Ravus glanced at you then, his dual-colored eyes holding a playful glint. You took this as a sign to usher your charge out the door and off to her obligations.
“I-Indeed, we cannot!”
Lunafreya threw her hands up in the air, exasperated. “Ah, I can only take so much when the two of you bully me together! Off I go, then.”
“We-! We weren’t bullying you, Lady Luna-” Your impending apology was cut short with the realization that Lunafreya had already left. Flustered, you turned to Ravus and asked, “She’s not… She’s not angry with me, is she?”
Ravus chuckled, waving his hand to dismiss your fears. “Fret not, dear (Name). My sister merely jests.”
You let out a sigh of relief. “Lady Lunafreya will be the death of me one of these days.”
“As she will be for me, as well.”
His reply caused a few giggles to escape your lips. Once your small bout of laughter tapered, you found Ravus to be looking at you with what appeared to be fondness in his eyes. His gaze made you blush, so you opted to break the silence by bringing the attention back to him.
“So how may I be of service of you today, my Prince?” you asked, returning to your well-mannered front.
Ravus sighed at your ignorance of his name yet again. “Yes, I’ve come to you in need of a favor, actually.”
“Oh? A favor?” You looked at him questioningly, your curiosity piqued. “I will do my best to be of assistance to you, my-”
“Ravus,” he repeated sternly, though his eyes remained tender. “When we are in private, kindly refer to me by my name.”
‘I take it back,’ you thought, feeling your cheeks burn all the more thanks to Ravus’ sweet plea. ‘It is the prince who will be the death of me, not the princess.’
“R-Ravus,” you tested, feeling lighter at the sight of elation on the prince’s face upon the utterance of his name from your mouth.
“Much better.”
You had to keep it together to stop yourself from swooning at his dazzling smile. At the age of 15, Ravus had grown well into his body, and by the looks of it, he would only continue to grow as the years go by. His face had matured some from the time when you first met as children, and while his features sharpened, his kindness had not wavered.
Especially not around you.
“U-Um… Ravus. Ahem. What is this favor you speak of?”
“You have heard of the upcoming ball, have you not?”
“Ah, yes.” You nodded, thinking back on the invitations you had glossed over just a few days prior. “The one celebrating our nation, correct?”
“That is the one. May I ask if you will be preoccupied then?”
You did a mental scan of your duties and responsibilities leading up to the ball. “I may need to assist Lady Lunafreya,” you answered, “but otherwise, I will be present at the sidelines in the event that my aid is needed for the remainder of the night.”
“I don’t suppose you would like to attend as a guest of the family?” Ravus quietly proposed.
Your brows furrowed. What need of Ravus required you to attend as a guest of House Nox Fleuret? You would already be present at the ball anyhow, so the invitation seemed odd as it was rather unnecessary.
Regardless, attending as a guest of House Nox Fleuret meant that the festivities would at least be a little more entertaining, what with the company of Lunafreya and Ravus making everything a little more enjoyable.
It also meant that you would by their side for most of the night, and that alone seemed more appealing than having to lurk in the shadows by yourself.
“That is a very generous offer, my- Ravus.” You winced at how your correction made it sound like you had referred to the prince as ‘yours,’ but you trudged on, hoping he hadn’t taken notice of your slip up. “I would be honored to-”
You were stopped by Ravus clearing his throat. “I’m afraid I failed to clarify.” Dusting off imaginary dirt from his sleeve, he added, “Would you be willing to attend the ball as my guest?”
You blinked up at him, caught off guard at the offer. “A-As…? As your…?”
He huffed a little uncharacteristically. “As my date.”
“Ah.”
An awkward silence enveloped the room. On your part, you were unsure as to how to respond to Ravus’ request. While there was no denying that you would be more than happy to accompany him to the ball — as his date, no less — when it came right down to it, you were torn between your personal sentiments towards the prince and what was expected of you as his Royal Advisor.
Perhaps it was because you were in your teenage years — being just a year younger than Ravus — but it was quite evident to you that you had begun to develop some feelings for your charge. It was a bit of a pickle for you, because it became a challenge having to keep your feelings at bay without crossing the line of what was considered proper.
Though your relationship with the Nox Fleuret family was definitely friendly and familiar, it was still encased in decorum and your respective obligations not just to each other, but to the nation of Tenebrae as well.
Thus, Ravus’ proposal practically blindsided you. You weren’t so naive as to presume he harbored some sort of romantic feelings for you as well, but you could hope, couldn’t you? He wasn’t required to bring a date to the ball; you knew, because you helped piece the occasion together. So what was he doing here, asking you of all people to come with him?
Your nerves and apprehension over how to approach Ravus’ offer must have shown on your face, as he immediately backtracked, saying, “You are not obligated to accept, of course.” Was he worried that you would only say yes because you thought you had to? “I am well aware that such gatherings are not to your taste. Thus, my request may be more of a nuisance than anything, so-”
“Yes.”
Ravus’ rambling came to a halt. “I… beg your pardon?”
“Yes, Ravus.” You gave him a bright smile, hoping it would convey enough of your feelings for him to understand. “I would be delighted to accompany you to the ball, if it won’t be too much trouble for you.”
His shoulders practically sagged in utmost relief. “No, never,” he said as a small smile began to bloom on his face. “You are not an inconvenience in the slightest.”
“So…” You looked away, feeling bashful over the how things had unfolded. “I shall see you then, my Prince?”
“You do me the greatest honor.” Ravus reached out to you and delicately grasped your hand in order to lay a soft kiss on it. “I shall see you then, my (Name).”
“Ex-Excuse me?” you blubbered, feeling your cheeks grow even warmer. “Your (Name)?”
“It’s only fair, is it not?” he asked, a teasing lilt in his voice. “I am your Ravus, and so in return, you are my (Name).”
“Th-That’s-!”
“I shall see you at the ball, dearest heart. Good day.”
And with that, Ravus not only left you a flustered mess, he took with him the rest of your heart as well.
You didn’t really mind, though.
*
You often look back on that time with much fondness and love. The ball was boring as expected, but being by Ravus’ side for the entirety of the night made it much, much more tolerable. Lunafreya sending the two of you some smug smiles also made for some amusement that night.
Despite the fact that you came as Ravus’ date, neither of you initiated the step to further your friendship into a romance. Both of you merely skirted around your feelings, too shy to do anything beyond the confines of your personal and professional lives together.
Lunafreya often urged you to take the initiative and allow the love between you and her brother to prosper, but you always evaded her prodding. In spite of Lunafreya’s unabashed approval and support, you believed that you were in no position to present your feelings to Ravus and expect some sort of reciprocation in the form of a romantic relationship.
No, you wanted it to come from him. You were merely his advisor and a childhood friend at best. There was no way you were going to burden him with your feelings, not when you were unsure if this was what he really wanted with you. If he was not going to take the step forward, then you would adjust to his pace, as you have done all these years.
You were content with remaining by his side. Whether it be as his advisor, his friend, or his lover… so long as you were with him, then that was more than enough for you.
Things changed just a year later with the death of Queen Sylva and the imperial control of Niflheim over Tenebrae.
*
Now, years later, you still remain by Ravus’ side. Many things have since changed, such as Lunafreya’s appointment as the new Oracle, as well as Ravus’ new occupation under Niflheim’s invasion.
No longer was he the prince of Tenebrae. Now, he was known as Ravus Nox Fleuret, the High Commander of the Imperial Army.
You still referred to him as your prince, though. Ravus would merely ignore the title as if you had never said it in the first place.
After the death of Queen Sylva, Lunafreya had pleaded with you to place your focus on her brother rather than on herself. You had objected, arguing that both she and Ravus were your responsibility. However, the young girl proved to you just how mature she was beyond her years when she countered that Ravus needed you more than she did.
“There is only so much that I can do for him,” she had admitted to you tearfully. “But you… you are his heart. Please, (Name), I beg of you. Please do not leave my brother’s side.”
“Lady Lunafreya…” You had held onto her as she fell apart in your arms. Right then and there, you swore that you would remain steadfast in your devotion to Ravus regardless of what life would throw at you.
“I promise.”
If only it were so easy.
At present, the young boy you came to know and love was nonexistent in the Ravus that stood before you today. Gone were the warm smiles and gentle eyes, now replaced by hardened glares and permanent scowls.
The death of his mother had clearly changed Ravus. Though you held him close to your heart, you struggled to reach him beyond the icy walls he had put up around his own heart. Still, you stood by him and remained at his side amidst all the changes he went through.
“My Prince,” you murmured timidly, stepping into Ravus’ office. “Your sister requests your presence for supper.”
“Tell her to proceed with her meal,” replied Ravus from a pile of papers he had not looked up from.
“My Prince, if I may.” Shutting the door behind you, you made your way across the room and settled in front of his desk. “It’s been several days since you last shared a meal with Lady Lunafreya. She merely misses your company, and-”
“How many times must I tell you?” Ravus abruptly stood up and sent you a cold glare. Though you had become used to such painful gazes, you had to admit that they still pierced at your heart rather agonizingly. “I am no longer a prince, and you must address me accordingly by my new title instead.”
It was hard to keep your face neutral when the sadness in your heart overflowed for Ravus.
“My apologies, High Commander,” you muttered softly, offering a bow. “Old habits die hard, I suppose.”
“If only some would die easier than others,” you heard him grumble under his breath.
His harsh tone made you wince, but you did nothing to address his statement. Sending him an affirmative nod, you said, “I bid you a good evening, then, High Commander.”
Noticing your wounded look, Ravus softened his voice and called out to you almost apologetically. “Have you forgotten?” He combed a hand through his hair, which had grown much longer over the years. “I am Ravus to you in private.”
So there was still a bit of the old Ravus somewhere in there. The thought made you smile, albeit a bit sadly.
“Please don’t forget to eat something, Ravus.” Your eyes softened as they met his. “Feel free to summon me if my help is required.”
At that, you made yourself scarce, unaware of the look of longing in Ravus’ eyes as he stared after you.
*
Just a few hours later, Ravus had called for you once more, requesting for dinner. You delivered his meal to his office without a word, only to be stopped by him as he requested that you join him and have a bite as well.
“I’ve already eaten, Ravus.”
“Would you do me the honor of gracing me with your company, then?” He pulled out a chair for you, the hard strain in his eyes growing tender for a few moments.
Only you still got to see this side of Ravus. Only you could do this to him.
“It would be my pleasure.”
The two of you sat there in his office, basking in the quiet. Though no words were shared, the company you offered each other made for a fairly pleasant night.
*
When word of Lunafreya’s imminent union with Prince Noctis of Insomnia came to light, you grew worried. Not just for Lunafreya, but for Ravus as well. Ever since the death of his mother, he had come to loathe the Caelum line and, in effect, Noctis himself.
His bitterness and rage towards the Lucian royal family had consumed him over the years. You had seen firsthand how such dark thoughts and feelings had changed Ravus, so with the announcement of his sister’s engagement to the Crown Prince, you became distraught over how your own prince would handle the news.
One day, you noticed the younger Nox Fleuret carrying a suitcase as she made her way across Fenestala Manor. She appeared to be dressed for travel, prompting you to wonder what her intentions were. As far as you knew, Lunafreya had no meetings scheduled for today. She made no mention of going out, either.
With your brows furrowed, you caught up to her and asked, “Princess, where are you off to?”
“(Name)!” she squeaked in surprise. “I am in need of your help, kind (Name). Please, allow me to leave as I must speak to King Regis immediately!”
“King Regis…?” you repeated, trying to process the growing urgency on her face. “Is this about your engagement to Prince Noctis?”
“It is more than that.” Lunafreya nodded, taking ahold of your hand. “Please, (Name), I must make my way to Insomnia as soon as possible. Will you assist me?”
Your mind scrambled to sort out your thoughts. “I… I cannot, my Princess,” you informed her regretfully, feeling a pang at the frown that took residence on her face. “But it is only because I swore that I would remain by your brother’s side. You remember, do you not?”
“Of course I do. I am eternally grateful for your honor and devotion to Ravus.”
You bit your lip, sending a prayer to the gods above that all would work well. “Still, I cannot simply abandon you in your time of need.” You pulled her to the side and stealthily made your way to the lower floors of the manor. “I may not be able to escort you to Lucis, but I can at least ensure that you find your way out of Tenebrae.”
Lunafreya’s expression brightened at your words. “Thank you, (Name). I owe you.”
“You owe me nothing. Now come, we must make haste.”
Both you and Lunafreya had evaded the imperial guards that monitored the hallways of the manor. Just as you were nearly at the door, the two of you were stopped by none other than Ravus himself.
Snatching Lunafreya from your grasp, he dragged her towards a nearby room, but not before sending you a scathing look.
“And you,” he snarled, “I will have a word with you once I have settled things with my sister.”
The dread that churned at the pit of your stomach almost hurt as more as the pain in your heart due to Ravus’ anger directed towards you.
*
“What were you thinking?!” he barked, slamming the door of his office.
You opted to create a small distance between you and Ravus, growing cautious of his boiling rage. Drawing closer to his desk, you answered, “I merely offered my assistance where it was needed, Ravus. It is as I have done for you and your family all these years.”
Ravus sneered at your response. “Were you foolish enough to allow Lunafreya into the clutches of our mother’s murderer?”
The neutral mask you wore began to crumble with the beginnings of a frown. “Ravus, I understand that you blame King Regis for the death of our queen, but-”
“Understand? You think you understand?”
This was the first time you had ever truly been on the receiving end of Ravus’ fury. It wounded you deeply, causing you to wither away at his spiteful voice. His build, which had grown sturdier even more, now felt menacing as he towered over you.
Still, you reminded yourself of your promise to Lunafreya, no matter how much Ravus was now hurting you.
“You think you understand what my sister and I have been through?” he continued with a scoff. “Are you so stupid to believe that you are so special simply due to our history together?”
Your eyes began to water by then, but you remained rooted in your spot. “I-I…”
“If that is what you believe,” he snapped, “then you are much more idiotic than I thought you to be.”
This time, you flinched. You kept your head bowed in order to hide the steady stream of tears that rolled down your face. “R-Ravus, please…” you hiccuped, “I know you are hurting, but please…”
“YOU KNOW NOTHING!”
A sob threatened to escape your throat, but you slapped a hand over your mouth to keep it in. “Please,” you whimpered pathetically, “do not hurt me like this, Ravus.”
Your plea seemed to have fallen on deaf ears, for Ravus broke you down even further with one simple but cruel statement.
“I do not need you any longer.”
“Wh-What?”
“You are hereby dismissed of your duties,” he continued, voice devoid of emotion. “Until a more suitable role for you can be found, you will remain at the manor for the time being.”
You were openly weeping by now. “Ravus, you cannot mean this.”
“I do,” he retaliated coldly. “Now get out.”
You lifted your pain-stricken gaze, only to pull away the moment your eyes met Ravus’ seething glare. Where was the Ravus you loved? This wasn’t him. The Ravus you loved wouldn’t hurt you so brutally without any heed to your sensitive emotions. The Ravus you loved wouldn’t strip you of the one thing that gave your life meaning throughout the years.
What were you to do now, if you could not remain by his side?
Sniffling, you shuffled your way towards the doorway where Ravus stood. You lowered your head once more as you bumped against him. But, before taking your leave, you offered some parting words to Ravus that would haunt him forevermore.
“You… You will always be my heart, dear Ravus. I pray that you find peace and happiness.”
*
In the days leading to Lunafreya’s escort to Lucis, you steered clear of both her and Ravus. Ultimately, you were no longer bound to them, at least by Ravus’ words.
‘I have failed you, my Princess,’ you thought glumly, looking up at the night sky. ‘How can I remain by your brother’s side if he no longer wants me there?’
Soon, Fenestala Manor grew quiet with the departure of the remaining Nox Fleurets as they traversed to Insomnia. It didn’t take long before news of the nation’s fall reached your region, causing you to plunge into a pit of despair as the tragedy sent a blow to your very core.
King Regis, dead. Even the sweet Prince Noctis was said to have passed on. But what truly broke you was the news that your dearest Lunafreya was gone as well.
Maria, who had remained in your company the past few days, could do little to console you as you drowned in your hysteria. This couldn’t be true. You refused to believe it. No, Lunafreya was still alive. She had to be.
And what of Ravus? Where was he now? Had he fallen amidst Niflheim’s betrayal as well?
You didn’t know what to do with yourself.
‘Please,’ you begged to the heavens above, ‘please, keep them safe. They’re all I have.’
*
Some of your worries had been eased at the return of Ravus. Though he retained his cold demeanor, he brought with him a new prosthetic — one that you couldn’t help but marvel at as you stood before him in his office yet again.
Though news of his arrival had reached you, you had forced yourself to remain at your quarters and not seek him out. With the memory of your last conversation still painfully fresh, you chose not to look for Ravus, providing him the space and privacy he had forcefully set between the two of you.
Your efforts were put to rest when Ravus himself summoned you. Here you now were, avoiding his gaze as you fidgeted nervously in front of him.
The silence was incredibly overbearing, but you feared that if you spoke, he would only lash out at you again. Thus, you kept mum, giving Ravus the floor to voice his thoughts, whatever they may be.
At first, he sighed. Then, with a few careful steps, he approached you. Raising a hand — from his flesh limb, notably — he caressed the side of your cheek in a motion so affectionate, you had to question if this was really the same Ravus you had last perceived before the blatant dismissal of your obligations to him.
“You appear well,” he commented softly, his hand leaving your face.
You couldn’t help but long for his touch. Still, all you could do was nod, feeling as if your voice and words would merely betray you if you tried to speak.
“I…” You could hear his fists clench. “Will you look at me? Please?”
At this, you lifted your gaze to meet his eyes. Based on the memory of your last meeting, you had expected to see bitter rage in his stare. You were proven wrong, however, as you found nothing but throbbing emotion looking back at you.
There it was. The same fondness he used to look at you with. The same tenderness and affection his dual-colored eyes had always revered you in.
There was also one other thing you found in his soft gaze, but you dared not voice your thoughts in fear that you were simply dreaming.
In his eyes, you found love.
“I am sorry.” His voice broke. The last time you were a witness to Ravus’ tears was shortly after the death of his mother. Now, such waterworks were making a return, though you found it hard to fathom that these tears were due to his own grieving for you.
“I was wrong,” Ravus went on, reaching out to you but stopping short, as if he was afraid you would reject him. You eased his fears by meeting him halfway, reaching up on your heels to hold his face in your hands. “I do need you, (Name). I will always need you.”
His hands enveloped yours as you both cried for each other. “Ravus…”
“I meant none of it. Not a single word I had uttered that day held any truth. Please, believe me.”
“I know, Ravus,” you sobbed. “I know.”
You don’t know what it was that had happened to him in Insomnia to cause this sudden turnaround in Ravus, but you weren’t going to question it. All that mattered was that he was here now, with you.
“I realize now that it was I who was the foolish one. It was always me. Never, ever you.” This large man, whose mere presence held a threatening aura towards his foes, was now a snivelling mess in your hands. “I beg for your forgiveness.”
“There is nothing to forgive,” you assured him tenderly, wiping away the tears that had leaked during your exchange of words. “I am relieved that you, too, are well.”
“I will never forgive myself for hurting you that day,” he admitted, pulling you closer. You felt your lip quiver as you recalled the relentless words he had directed to you back then.
You shook your head, trying to rid yourself of such memories. “None of that,” you told both Ravus and yourself. “What matters is that you are here now.”
“There is so much that has been lost, but I will not allow you to be lost to me as well. Not anymore.” He paused for a bit, moving his grasp from your hands to your face, albeit hesitantly. “What you said then, did you mean it?”
“Mean what?”
“You… You own my heart, (Name),” he confessed at last, leaning his forehead on yours. “I would like to know if your sentiments remain the same, though I know I am undeserving of them.”
A sweet smile began to surface amidst your tears. Carefully bringing your face closer to his, you whispered against his lips, “You are my dearest heart, Ravus, as you have been and always will be. Nothing will change that.”
What lay ahead seemed bleak, what with Niflheim’s rise and the still unknown whereabouts of Lunafreya. But, as you remained glued to Ravus, your mouth locked with his in a passionate exchange, all you could do was melt into him and allow your feelings of love to come undone once and for all.
Come what may, you would remain by his side until the very end. What made it easier this time around was the knowledge that he would do the same for you.
At the end of the day, it was just as Lunafreya had told you all those years ago. You were his heart, just as he was yours.