Hi, howdy hello to the new people following me or those lurking and those just dropping by~.
Those new to the blog, I do have a to-do list that you can click on and check out what I am working on and what’s in my inbox on the link below. I do have 3 requests that I will get to, but as a side note, I leave them when I need a good writing exercise most the time as I do have a few writing commissions to get through and personal projects too. <3
Y’all are welcome to send whatever you like but I will say I will never publish or write to anything that will hurt anybody’s personal ship, anything I deem far too out of character to a character and their personality, ect. I just want this to be a nice place for any and everybody where all ships and ideas are welcome even if it’s not my personal OTP. You’re still always welcome to ask as I don’t bite. The worst thing I will do is just delete the ask in question.
That being said, I am still in this annoying battle with Tumblr staff about the length of my posts not going through on here after it surpasses a certain word limit, so I may end up posting a majority of my stuff on AO3 under the name Oreana. Half of it will be here with a link to the proper post till this crap gets fixed, sadly. x-x;
Okay, everyone so as a gift to the almost 300 followers I have! Again thank you everyone so much for liking and re-blogging my content. I am going to open up 3 spots for OC commissions. In order to enter you must 1. Be following me 2. Re-blog this post with a small description of your OC. Male or Female OC’s are welcomed! I will pick at random 3 people to have a mid shot of their OC.
Deadline: August 18 (I know short deadline, but I’ll re-blog this for people on a different timezone)
OC’s Character Profile **(Please fill out this form or else I will not put yours in the randomizer)**
Name:
Age:
Ethnicity:
Eye Color:
Hair Color:
Distinguishing Features:
Color Scheme (if any): Just link a color palette if you want one.
Finished Works
Deadline: August 18 (I know short deadline, but I’ll re-blog this for people on a different timezone)
Tagging the people who were interested in the last post concerning oc portraits and main followers.
My dad is doing much better! Thanks to the kind acts of the hospital they were able to set up a rehab plan for him to better his mobility skills but he's not out of the woods yet. We are still looking for ways to pay the hospital bills, please pass this around as much as you can and bless you!! https://www.gofundme.com/hzv6f6-medical-expenses-for-david-hogue Also I will do commissions. If anyone wants ffxv boys I can do em. All proceeds will go to daddy's hospital bill
Just a small update to thank those of you who sent in requests, and I apologize for delaying on anything—request or commission alike. You never truly know how your health and emotional wellbeing takes a huge dive when someone you felt was kind of immortal in some sense passes away at such a young age. I live on Youtube and watch daily video game critic channels, info, LPers, ect either to relax or use as background noise when I am working—it’s like the only escapism I have when I have no energy to do art or writing sometimes, so I grow attached to the people behind the microphone and on the screen (and why I follow them on mostly instagram and twitter and not voice actors of my favorite video games or whatever or other certain content types). You’d think a best friend of mine died or something with how distraught and out of it I was (and kind of continue to be).
I do appreciate those of you who tried to comfort me, but in those situations, I just…can’t. lol I just can’t human or emotionally function. My brain shuts down, so I am sorry if it seemed like I was blowing some of you off in private, but I just don’t know what else to say beyond ‘thanks’ at times for just thinking of me.
I guess sometimes you just have to cry. (Read more below the cut, because I get wordy, and I am sparing people’s dash)
I know I never should have to explain myself, but I think a lot of people react or respond to things differently, so they look at my silence and try to justify it and sometimes it comes out negativity as if I am ignoring them or something, so I am saying this to smooth over any problems that is inwardly causing in some folks. I also think some people tend to forget how busy I am, but the reason I try not to say that much is because I don’t want people thinking it’s unwise to either: approach me about something, ask for something (be it request, commission, ect), or just send a line to talk. As I saw on twitter, and it’s super true for me:
I’m not ignoring you. I’m just really busy, and if I don’t use my few free hours for myself instead of responding to everyone, I will straight up lose my sanity.
I have my days where I am super free and chatty and want to talk all day and night and others where I just really want to focus on this story or art piece, because it’s speaking to me, and I don’t want to stop. It has nothing at all to do with you. ♥ Also, I don’t care how big my plate is. My plate could be heavier than my fat ass, but what matters in the end is that I have something to keep my negative mind busy and away from said negativity, so I always appreciate the ideas to better things.
On a positive note, super thanks for the support on “As You Wish, My Lady Chapter 2”. I speak more from an AO3 standpoint than on Tumblr as I got some support from it on here, but not near as much as the first chapter. I still super thank those of you who left a kind word or two on it and or reblogged it. It’s always lovely. ♥ While on AO3 it may not look like much has happened, but on the private settings only I can see, I noted the subscriptions went from 4 to 10 and the bookmarks went from 3 to 7, so again—thanks. <3 I look at the numbers when there’s not many voices speaking out as I use that as a balancing act as to whether or not to continue something or put a focus on it given all I have to do. Granted, my mind is 100% planted on this story, so I am sure as a side project, it will continue onward till it is done or I do just lose interest. xD I am bad about jumping from project to project just to see what is enjoyed, and what I will have fun writing.
Since I figured out a writing schedule (finally), I will be getting through what I can this week.
You Say It Best… (working on atm as I want to get the commission through chapter 4-5, and I am happy to have something fluffy going on between an OC and Gladio as I kind of need that right now. x”D)
A request or two, but we’ll see there. I do like what I have in there and hate it’s taking me so long.
As You Wish, My Lady Chapter 3 (I am going to start making these a bit smaller in length so I am not cramming so much into a story. It’s driving my writer brain crazy when I want to add in fluffy, angsty, drama moments, but then I feel I have to smoosh it all in under a certain time so it gets crushed and feels rushed for me.)
The Bride of the Four Horsemen Bio Cards – Each one will go up bit by bit to prep the story so I am not writing a huge novella for this idea.
If people want to keep up with my to-do list, it’s on my commissions link. I would link it here, but tumblr is an ass that hides these posts sometimes.
