BSD and Lily Everett! fem!Y/n/reader
TW/CW: suicidal, overdoses, SA, my AU, abuse, manipulative, yandere(?), plot, isekai, reincarnation, Human trafficking(slightly in story of y/n), wrong words, and something idk
Description by the writer: I make this for uhh I don't know why write it. But, I wanted to make y/n as a "suffering character" and new story. Lily is my favorite character:3 she has the same as my personality and something shared with me. Yes, and English is my second language😭 I hope you can enjoy it(?) I try to best explain, if you don't mind me. My post by my 12-year-old kid who wrote the story of y/n, If i grow up, i hope i see this and happiness in my face(?). I wanna be a writer, but my parents want me to be a doctor.
AU: You are reincarnated as a forgotten and abandoned character at the same time. You are in the body of a woman with no role and no name. You're a 24-year-old woman with a beautiful and charming. have a role to die. But you try to do everything for survival, you met the life. It was rather heavy with extremely depressing.
You are a step/foster sister, you knowing you're not bloodline, you just adopted by your parents. Your real mother is selling you to the foster parents for money. You have a foster two brothers, Second elder brother is tsudere with a toxic relationship but loves you and older brother is yandere and creep siscon, he always manipulating others and you, once he touches your hair and said you are his. Your foster father is hated you and abuse you until you get traumatized. You accepted this marriage for the sake of yor family, your husband is hated you and not interested in you. whose family is falling down, had no intention of accepting you. Your older brother tell you to use your charming in your husband. You just do follow. You and him hate each other, and your family sucks as is per usual. Both of them get engaged to each other, and you falls in love with your husband the first time he visits your family's domain; but then gets abused when they finally live together, with your husband's aunt gas-lighting and manipulating your husband into hating you more.
You just lived every single day as though you was dead, waiting for the day that you and your husband get divorced… Then, one day, he suddenly lost his memories. To be more exact, only memories of you had been wiped clean from his mind.
And it seems like this amnesiac husband somehow fell in love with you…
“My dear… I’m really, really happy that you’re my wife.”
Who is this… this puppy-like man…?
Isn’t he the same man who bares his teeth at you every time he sees you?
“Once you remember everything, you’re going to regret it all. You’re being so nice to me like this…”
“No, I won’t. Not even a little bit.”
Haa. Seriously… He talks to you so sweetly now, but this will definitely turn into a shameful past that he’d come to regret later on. After he recovers his memories, you know for sure that you husband will finally push ahead with the divorce.
You should prepare for it in advance. A moment, you started a divorcing with him, and you has a plan for escaping with your best friend and runaway together.
At least, you traveling to nationals and arriving in Yokohama, Japan. You and your best friend got new life, you arriving in the apartment with your best. But, you can feels the someone watches you always.
You works as the owner of bakery and make a little farm in behind bakery. But in longer time, suddenly your best friend started to disappear even you finds your best friend. You call the police but no information about her while they investigate...
One day, you met your Second elder brother, he pinned you against the wall and them you two get argue, you use your skill calling "fake death""(you use it at all time most) You pretended to faint, but in reality, you almost died too. Suddenly, you get help by someone and awaken met the characters.. at the same time, you remember in previous life, you watched the Bungou Stray Dogs anime.
Her habit; Y/n have been through so much that she take sleeping pills that are highly toxic, just to sleep but don't care if they reduce her life span.
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(Uhh how I call.. I don't know how calling it😭 but relationship? Maybe)
(Unfinished)