been on t for 4 months now and ever since my bottom groth started really coming in i’ve been obsessed with bullying my little cock. i know it’s pathetic, but i get so hard and drippy just from spanking my cunt, delivering blow after stinging blow until it’s puffy and red and my hips are jumping off the bed every time i raise my hand. then once i’m hard i look for anything i can use to hurt it with. i pull the skin back and flick the tip with all the force i can manage. i prick it with toothpicks. i rub it with a paintbrush. i pinch and pull at it, seeing how far it can stretch. anything to make it hurt.
but i really need a mean dom to tie me up with my legs spread apart so they can test my limits and push me past them. i need someone to make sure i can’t stop them while they abuse my tdick. i need them to smack it as hard as they can, clip it up with clothespins, torture it with an electric toothbrush, bite it, spit on it, freeze it with ice cubes and burn it with ginger. i need them to show me what a pathetic little slut testosterone has made me. how i can get off to anything as long as someone is touching me somehow, no matter if all i can feel is pain. i need them to ignore my tears and laugh at the way i fight against the ropes to close my legs when we both know this is what i really want. it’s what i’m good for.