#fighting with fear

[mysticalmems]

I am going to London on Saturday and the worry is setting in dramatically. I have this overwhelming feeling of dread.

I am so sick of feeling like this.......I thought I was starting to get better, but as soon as a big obstacle like this is thrown at me, I am once again left paralyzed with fear.

God knows how I am going to feel by the end of the week.................

I hate this.