Sometimes, we have to stand still for a moment and I remind ourselves where we are coming from... #hardworkwillalwayspayoff #grateful 2018 vs. 2019 85kg (187lbs) vs. 60kg (132lbs) my highest and my lowest within one year... All I ever wanted was to feel stronger again... within the last year I walked away with a worldrecord in powerlifting & a 3rd, 1st and 4th place giving my #figuredebut in international @ifbb_pro_league competitions... Who would have thought that my mind would become my #strongest bodypart. I feel defeated right now. Of course, I beat myself once again today bringing my best shape ever. I need to rest for a moment. Breathe. And decide how the journey continues✨ Thank you all so much for this insane support and uplifting messages. Much love ❤️ xx Catie #everforward #blessed #mindset (at Bucharest, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4X8untlnTM/?igshid=15lzgkdpd1l88