Sometimes, it takes a little too long to see the reality of a situation. But, once you do understand how things actually were behind the facade that covered them up, it's feels as though you can breathe again. I don't want you. This is the first time in a long time that I do not crave you, or want to be close to you in that way. This is not to say I don't want to be friends, or that I dislike you. Don't get me wrong, you can be fun to hang around. But, I realized that you and I are just never going to happen, and for good reasons I am more than okay with that. There comes a point in time where you just have to move on, and finally, I'm there. I know that I deserve better - I deserve someone that cares.