#finals tw

[kkshowtunes]

hhhhh I have my bio final today frick

[myriad-mage]

Short duration slow down

(Going to be putting threads on back burner. College finals are next week and I need to do some studying, plus want to make some progress toward my real estate license. Prior will be main time limiter as I have six months for the latter, but need to go through about 60 chapters of items for the exam. Will respond to  threads when I have time as I don’t plan to study myself into a stupor.) 

[nebulousnova]

ive been having constant panic attacks through out the week plus not being able to sleep gaaah i hate haaattee finals they add so much unnecessary stress and open up a lot of unhealed wounds i just want to do stuff that i like with out all of this systemic discomfort... (; ㅅ ;

[boltzmann-brain]

I cant do it , I can’t do it i can’t do it I can’t do high school anymore. I d on’t wantt o do this anymoe, but I have to if I want a future. I need to do this but I don’t want to. I can’t do finals I can’t do this I’m going to fail at this like I fail at everything else. I need a break but I ain’t gonna get no brak becasue I have to write a 4-page essay over Christmas break and I’m not gonna have time to do that even though I have to and it’s probably completely reasonably within my ability to do o but my anxiety just makes me hiss and scream about everythign like a child. I just want to be here for peolea nd help them through things but I can’t. I can’t do this anymore. But I have to keep going if I want a future. dropping out is not an option and failing is not an option but that’s all I can do...

[boojersey]

IM NOT READY IM NOT READY

[team-sleeps]

I'm not even exaggerating I literally cannot feel or process anything right now like I'm running off probably 1 hour of sleep and my eyes are more deeply sunken in than my determination could hope to compete with

[ughstounding-blog]

my fucking phone lost my final project for lit and its a group project and I don't really need to get a good grade on this but my group does fuck now I feel horrible

[pyralsmaug]

If you ever think anxiety is not a problem (or you know someone who feels that way)

Just remember that I literally got so swamped while I was on medication that I forgot that I had medication to treat my anxiety for an entire semester and got caught in a spiral of increasing panic as I ran around frantically trying to do things and not keel over in the hallway

A spiral that culminated with my mother finding me sitting on the living room floor at 2am yesterday crying because I was so confused and literally the second question she asked was "Have you been taking your Lexapro?"

And I just blinked for a second, said ".....no?" and started crying again because I'm a fucking idiot