Finding Geurin
For as much as she complained in her mind about how much she was missing her members and how tired she was trying to juggle both acting in her drama and preparing for the comeback, Sejeong was actually quite happy with being so busy. It was kind of a throwback to her life before being a trainee, working multiple jobs and trying her best not to let her commitment to one ruin the other. So far, she believed that at the very least she was doing a decent job at it, though, of course, throwing herself so much into work made the social aspects of her life suffer immensely. With the odd schedule she was having, any time with the members was either super late at night or while they were all busy practicing. She even was missing out occasionally with the weekly calls she would make with her family. She really couldn't tell them the things she was working on, but she normally would inform them on the details of how she personally was doing. It seemed odd not to be doing that.
That being said, Sejeong was really enjoying acting. The character of Geurin was a lot of fun to play, she was independent, often putting others in front of her own needs, taking on tasks to try and make the band be successful in staying together, even when the odds were against them. It was challenging, but so rewarding to be working with such talented actors and actressess, seniors in the business that she absolutely recognized from other roles. She always wondered when these shows had press conferences about the cast and the chemistry, how much of it was really their own words. Now that she had gotten deeper into her own attempt at a major broadcast drama, she understood how they could say such glowing things about their costars. She had already learned a lot and there was still a lot of time to go. This drama was a huge deal for her and she hoped that once the episodes started airing that her group, her family, and her fans would feel it had been worth it, because she knew she felt that it was.