#findingmicah

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Hi i am still alive 😆

I have now been 15 months (1y3m) on hrt aaaaand 1,5 week post op, which is exciting 🤩

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May 7 2024 Just learned that yesterday marked a year since the first ‘are you’ was said between Jere and Bojan. This “joke” brings me way more joy than it should. aesthetical quality of the pitch change whenever they say it. The dorky smiles they send each other. The playfulness in the wording. Seeing a compilation with the ‘are you’s almost made me teary eyed. Man, I love these two more than is healthy. This phrase was my favourite vocal stim last year and will probably continue to be for 2024.

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March 2 2024 I am in Finland. Me and a friend (@formulalakana) went kä sightseeing and everything seems surreal. Käärijä grinning down on us from the Vantaa mural. Exploring the Prisma where Jere got kicked out as a teen. Staying at his apartment. I’m squealing of happiness!! I was especially surprised to find how comfortable the bolero was –it fit just right. I fit just right. And this is a feeling I’ve felt more and more since getting into käärijä: he makes me feel okay. Good enough. Just right.

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November 22 2023

Today will be forever be known as t-day!! (Inspired by birth day or b day).

I filmed this video 200 meters away from the clinic since I was so happily overwhelmed.

Here is the bastard:

I feel like Jere with the vog-u-e magazine rn xD

I was so close to buy myself some candy to celebrate my t-day (instead of birth day xD) yet instead I found this 🥹🦭⚡️

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October 21 2023 Still sick so let’s talk about birthday boy Jere and the transflag. In Berlin Jere picked up a transflag and he was so confused. It turned out he had no idea what the flag even means so we (the audience) had to tell him. Jere really listened to us and genuinely seemed honored to have been trusted with the flag. I can’t type this without crying. I love this man. I took so many pictures of this moment. It was magical. (btw love the ‘Jere can’t be labelled bc he doesn’t know gender’ theories).

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February 4 2024 Here’s one for my fellow Joker Out fans. Reading through a handful of Damon Baker picture analysis yesterday I have to say I feel like Nace. I had heard he had some insecurities with his body image yet it took me until now to realize how much he is suffering under it. And I get it. While I feel a better than even just a year ago, I still often struggle to find my body acceptable if not desirable. This week has been rough. I hope his week was better – he deserves to be confident with himself.

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March 19 2024

Today marked the day I told the second person about my theory that the reason we see so many neurodivergent queers being fan of Joker Out and käärijä is because I am pretty sure at least a few if not most of the members are neurodiverse (Jere has ADHD, and you can’t tell me otherwise). And so, us fans can sense this comradery there is between neurospicy individuals even the undiagnosed ones. We tend to flock together. We tend to understand each other better. Find solace in each other.

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Today, I’ll do things differently and take you shopping* because oh, did I find outfits that fed my hyperfixation.

Isn’t this shirt perfect for dyi Käärijä!? And for that price???**

I also found this Frank themed shirt and Cha Cha dancer vest (bought none of them tho)

This shirt gives ‘Joker Out energy’ if you ask me. I giggled when I saw the price: 69 dkr***, I needed it.

In short, I got two “slutty” shirts inspired by my BroTP – love it!

Some notes and an additional picture under the line

When walking down the street, I passed this little box when Cha Cha Cha started playing. I found that extremely funny given that it sort of looks like euro-lava.

*You might already have guess but I the ‘shopping part’ is referring to me sharing pictures of what I tried on today going shopping at random stores. **The top cost 10 dkr which translates to 1,34£ or around 1,5$. ***The price translates to 9,26£ or 10,14$ - it is just funnier in Danish kroner because of … yeah you’ve probably already guess when the whole blogpost is about how everything reminds me of Jere/Käärijä and Bojan.