#fine rn

[supersnowyfox]

@jello-the-frog

hey, my parents kinda figured out what i was planning to do and we stayed up talking for a while. I just took a break from online because I was overwhelmed and felt angry at myself and needed a break

[twinkbasement]

called my unis financial office today again bc they keep saying theyre gonna send me the form for the bursary and they just..never do and its getting so dire. im quitting therapy bc if i do therapy even at the even more reduced rate my therapist offered we dont have enough money to live. we also currently Cannot Save For A Deposit which is Bad lol so i rlly need that bursary like i lichrally have like £2.50 in my acct rn (yes i know i just said i bought a game, but frankly it was £11.50 cut me some slack theres little difference between £15 and £2.50 in this situation and at least i'll feel a little better for a while). and sfe Should come in soon and it says on the acct it will but im rlly nervous especially since uc's been reduced to like £400 a month which is Nothing and we are overall ending up w less money than we did in the first place. rlly rlly hoping this lcwra comes thru and we get the extra 400 ish pcm and my pip reassessment comes thru too for the extra 160 pcm bc that would Lichrally save our asses anyways slay ig