to: the only boy i ever loved with all of my b r o k e n h e a r t
((TW DEATH))
tuesday march 6th:
[ 12.47 pm - txt -> little brother ]: dont eat too many peanuts ok
[ 12.50 pm - txt -> little brother ]: u shouldn't even be texting me on the plane i think it messes up the coordination system or something
[ 1.20 pm -txt -> little brother ]: DONT WATCH ICE AGE W/OUT ME
[ 1.25 pm - txt -> little brother ]: also text me when u land pls
[ 3.09 pm - txt -> little brother ]: fyi ur older sis just got asked out by the cutest guy ok IMMA HAVE A BF BY THE SUMMER
[ 6.42 pm - txt -> little brother ]: dongyul?
[ 6.43 pm - txt -> little brother ]: omg i just saw the news and everyone is crying and freaking out r u ok
[ 6.45 pm - txt -> little brother ]: dongyul answer me
[ 6.45 pm - txt -> little brother ]: right now
[ 6.45 pm - txt -> little brother ]: please
[ 6.46 pm - txt -> little brother ]: DONGYUL ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW OKAY PLEASE PLEASE
[ 6.47 pm - txt -> little brother ]: PLEASE BE OK
[ 6.47 pm - txt -> little brother ]: I NEVER ASK NICELY FOR ANYTHING OKAY U KNOW THAT PLEASE
[ 6.47 pm - txt -> little brother ]: ....JUST..........
[ 6.51 pm - txt -> little brother ]: please please god please
[ 6.51 pm - txt -> little brother ]: please..
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sunday march 19th:
[ 3.34 pm - txt -> little brother ]: we buried u and mom next to each other. i miss you
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monday june 21st:
[ 8.47 am - txt -> little brother ]: watching movies without you doesnt make any sense anymore
[ 8.47 am - txt -> little brother ]: we still had like 2347364 movies on our watch list....
[ 8.49 am - txt -> little brother ]: who am i supposed to talk about nerdy stuff with anymore??
[ 8.49 am - txt -> little brother ]: u were always the nerdy stuff expert not me
[ 8.49 am - txt -> little brother ]: twerp
[ 8.49 am - txt -> little brother ]: lol
[ 9.02 pm - txt -> little brother ]: holy fuck..
[ 9.02 pm - txt -> little brother ]: please dont make me do this all by myself..
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friday august 23rd:
[ 11.37 pm - txt -> little brother ]: i went by your grave today
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saturday november 8th:
[ 1.25 am - txt -> little brother ]: i should be more mad that dad wont let me stay home but
[ 1.25 am - txt -> little brother ]: u were my home
[ 1.26 am - txt -> little brother ]: i know i'm mushy ok just shut up and love me back
[ 1.33 am - txt -> little brother ]: holy shit please come back i can't stand this
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monday february 25th:
[ 2.10 pm - txt -> little brother ]: it's my birthday and you're not here and i was thinking about my 10th birthday when you pushed my cake off the table and i got so mad at you i hit you with my fork and accidentally stabbed ur hand and you were bleeding and we both started crying and mom took us both to the hospital because i was so upset i wouldn't leave you alone
[ 2.10 pm - txt -> little brother ]: haha remember that?
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wednesday june 14th:
[ 4.03 am - txt -> little brother ]: WHEN IS THIS GOING TO STOP HURTING
[ 4.03 am - txt -> little brother ]: TIME IS A FUCKING LIE
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thursday december 15th:
[ 4.55 pm - txt -> little brother ]: sweet sixteen!! happy birthday baby brother~~~
[ 4.55 pm - txt -> little brother ]: ur always gonna be a baby to me
[ 4.55 pm - txt -> little brother ]: u would have whined at that haha
[ 4.55 pm - txt -> little brother ]: we would have laughed and i would have just bullied you into accepting it
[ 4.58 pm - txt -> little brother ]: i still miss you
[ 4.58 pm - txt -> little brother ]: i hope you're
[ 4.59 pm - txt -> little brother ]: yeah
[ 4.59 pm - txt -> little brother ]: happy somewhere
[ 4.59 pm - txt -> little brother ]: wherever u are
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friday march 3rd:
[ 2.23 am - txt -> little brother ]: i'm so drunk and i keep rereading this shit like it'll bring you back somehow
[ 2.23 am - txt -> little brother ]: i should stop messaging this number
[ 2.23 am - txt -> little brother ]: but
[ 2.23 am - txt -> little brother ]: you haunt me
[ 2.23 am - txt -> little brother ]: and its kind of nice yknow?
[ 2.24 am - txt -> little brother ]: its kind of nice
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monday march 6th:
[ 11.15 am - txt -> little brother ]: honestly i always look up at the stars but i always wish for the same thing
[ 11.15 am - txt -> little brother ]: for your plane to have landed
[ 11.16 am txt -> little brother ]: i would kill god if it brought you back