If I only knew on this day how fast time would pass. The days seemed long as I nurtured my newborn and my new self as a mother. The days seemed even longer as I mourned my birth experience. The nights seemed long as I adjusted to meet the needs of this tiny human who I had just met but felt as if I knew all along. I loved my new body but felt foreign in it as well. I made changes but stayed the same. I held tight to my old life while I slipped into my new one. This was my fourth trimester, my first 40 days, my cuarentena. : : : : : : : : : : : : : : #cuarentena #fourthtrimester #postpartumbody #postpartumselfcare #first40days #thefourthtrimester #thefirst40days #firstfourtydays #thefirstfourtydays #postpartumdoula #breastfeeding #chestfeeding #postpartumstory #mypostpartumstory #postpartumprogress #postpartumdepression #birthexperience #motherhood #firsttimemom #motherhoodunplugged #momblogger #motherhoodblogger #instablog #girlmom #motherhoodrising #motherhoodthroughinstagram #thenasyahdiaries (at Henderson, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtaQS9DHHo1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1296ni8o9qg9w