#firstgynecoexperience

[adrrrr077]

OK I just got back from my first gynecologist appointment and I am STILL processing it 😭😭

like what the FUCKKK???

I walked in thinking “ok it’ll be awkward but fine, it’s medical, they’ve seen it all” AND THEN suddenly I’m in the most intimate, vulnerable situation of my life trying to talk about my body like it’s casual small talk 💀

and I know it’s all “professional” and “routine” but I felt SO exposed and hyper-aware the entire time like I was glitching in real time 🚨

like hello?? why did nobody warn me it can feel like your soul is just sitting there awkwardly waiting for the appointment to end???

anyway I survived but I would like to file a formal complaint with the universe 😭🙏

[adrrrr077]

OK I just got back from my first gynecologist appointment and I am STILL processing it 😭😭

like what the FUCKKK???

I walked in thinking “ok it’ll be awkward but fine, it’s medical, they’ve seen it all” AND THEN suddenly I’m in the most intimate, vulnerable situation of my life trying to talk about my body like it’s casual small talk 💀

and I know it’s all “professional” and “routine” but I felt SO exposed and hyper-aware the entire time like I was glitching in real time 🚨

like hello?? why did nobody warn me it can feel like your soul is just sitting there awkwardly waiting for the appointment to end???

anyway I survived but I would like to file a formal complaint with the universe 😭🙏