Oct 27, 2017
| Just when I thought I had my mind wrap around things, a foothold on where I'm going, I find myself dispersed and losing control, Unable to stay still or silent, Unable to grip tightly on my own. Just like these clouds at first they looked so orderly and were in a straight line, But the wind changed directions and blew, As soon as they were formed, no sooner were they gone. I know You are not a wishy-washy God. I know You have laid out paths and plans for me. But right now, I'm just here saying it's hard to feel blown around and the struggle to hear is real. I still need You, more than before. More than I could ever know. | | #beginning24writes #monthends #firstlovefirst #PandFweek |