vision swims with doubts & regrets . thinks back on eons & eons ago . flock was more corporeal & less heavenly . lambs bleated with no cares , & endless space of less than perfect grass . at least now , they all have attained divinity . recalls fateful walk with brother . i don't know where i'm going , but i don't think i'm coming home . cold nose of heavenly lamb pulls him from his thoughts . i'll check in tomorrow , if i don't wake up dead .
❛ Ο ― have you ever seen him , @firstwings ? ❜ does not utter his name . cannot bring himself to say his name . DID THEY EVEN MOURN ? did mother weep when they found this , broken body of their son ? did father vow vengeance ? is this how he attained his position ? questions do not lend themselves to be voiced . who is he to question the divine arrangement . holds lamb a little closer to his chest . this is the road to ruin , & it started at the end .
𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 .








