lil redesign of one of my ocsss luv u guppy ur such a diva
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lil redesign of one of my ocsss luv u guppy ur such a diva
Since I wasn't home yesterday, we cracking eggs today. #fishhy #manenas #dubs 🐟🌼🐢 #easter2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/B-8IRl_BLJD/?igshid=9g4egf8qtbib
The babes. #fishhy 🦈 #manenas 🌼 #thedubs 🐢 https://www.instagram.com/p/B68nPRalxMH/?igshid=1mmihgqu2xwil
The babe, forever. 💙🦈 #fishhy #avan https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Vn1FQBGkc/?igshid=17p6mc729twpw
i have to clean my fish's bowl no NO
A Friend, who's an Angel itself.
I have a friend,
love and caring.. understanding and always there for you.
I have a friend, who everyone needs and wants.
I'm lucky to be her friend.
In fact, I'm the lucky blessed one her to call her 'friend'.
She's always there for me but I hid myself out from letting any tears spill from keeping her worrying.
She tries her best to always be there for me for as much as she could,
she tries to be on my spot and see how I see in order to understand or get to know a lil better of how it actually feels like to be on my spot. To see how I feel, to understand how it all feels.
I don't blame her, in fact I never do. How could I ever blame her? She had done nothing wrong. Nothing at all.
I understand that she's busy, but I know she's always there for me. I don't blame her, cause I know she has a busy schedule etc but she's always trying her best to be there for me. She chose her words wisely in order just to prevent from saying the wrong word or making it all worse.
But I want you to know, no.. Your NOT useless. I'm not trying to hide anything at all. I love you, very much and I appreciate it all... but I promise I'm ok.
Its like....the moment I hear your voice or talk to you, all problems seem to fade. Know that you, someone is here for me just makes me feel better. And eventually I'll forget the reason why I even cried, like.. instantly.
Its hard for me and you. I hate the fact that your suffering inside too because of me. You feel guilty and usless whenever you couldn't help. But no, you've done enough. You've done EVERYTHING! It hurts for me to see you sad. And I guess you feel the same. I fear to lose you, I think you feel the same too.
Your afraid that I'll go breaking down and be like how I was, the down me who's always on suicidal? I promise I won't. You keep me strong. Seriously, I never doubt you or feel mad etc when you can't be there. Cause I know, I understand you have your own problems. And I know if you can, you'll be there for me. :) I know you will, so I don't blame you. You know, I'm fearing inside me too. I fear to go back to how I was. I fear to lose you and I hate seeing you get all upset etc.
You've done more than enough, and that I swear is true.
Eg. Your not a very experienced person in relationship, love etc. But you try your best to help me. You may not have been through the actual feeling of it, but you try your best to understand etc. Your always there, in my heart, I believe and know that you've always been there for me.
Your perfect and amazing in every way. Don't feel useless, don't feel guilty.
Just by your smile itself helps keep me strong. :) I really..really am fine.
Thank you, thank you, Nisha<3 For always being there, For still being my friend when I'm still a really bossy, rude and mean etc. Thank you for always taking your time for me even when your super packed. Thank you for listening to me even when you had enough. Thank you for smiling, Thank you for still talking to me, Thank you for understanding, Thank you for...everything. Thank you, Nisha. Thank you!
OMG I SEE A FISH AND IT'S SO DAMN BIG