Thankful for you love help and guidance this year. A change hit me at the beginning of this year, to be honest I dont even know what to call it. And I know it sounds crazy when I talk about it aloud. But it sits with me so perfectly in my mind. And look, I'm all for change but this one felt like it was one I'd never see. A change that took the weight and burden off my shoulders. I could finally breathe for the first time in an extremely long time and boy let me tell you; I had never tasted air so refreshingly sweet. I feel more closer to normal than I have ever felt. Closer to becoming the me I've been trying to re-find or at least slowly becoming a better version of what I want to be. Those who know me would know the constant struggle and battlefield I've experience and I speak of but its already nearing the end of May... I know it still may be early days and nothings permament in this life we live, but 5 months in and I still feel just as amazing and greatful that you showed yourself to me when I least expected it. How I found you in the most unusual and most unloving way. It was you who lifted me up and without saying a word convinced me to get back on my feet and keep pushing forward. #justapersonalnote #fithmonthin #godisgood #endlesslove #whoknew #soundscrazy #butimarollwithwherethistakesme