"If all I had ever done was to be born and discovered, I would have left a mark across all the land for all time. I grew up fatherless and motherless in a court where all recognized me as a catalyst. And a catalyst I become."
This line made no sense to me while starting the series and now make every sense to me, in all ways possible. The heart goes out to Fitz, young Fitz, fatherless, motherless Fitz, loyal to the king Fitz even it means giving up everything.
It's not hate that I feel for Molly, it's like how every one feels their own pain is the hardest to bear and ignore what the other person sacrifices.
There's a Fitz shape hole in my chest .








