Dean getting rapped day and night for weeks
I'd usually put something like this in the tags but I want to make sure everyone hears these rent-lowering gunshots. I don't write bottom!Dean with anyone except John (and maybe Alastair's knife). I try to have fun with asks even if they aren't exactly to my taste, but this particular fandom gets so offended about their fixed dynamics way too easily and that's why we can't have nice things
that said.
after Sam leaves for Stanford, it severs all the most significant ties between them and the outside world. as long as the hunts get hunted, there's no reason John needs to be sober, there's no reason Dean needs to playact at having a civilian job
without Sam to hide from, why would John even try to resist doing to Dean what he's already been doing for years?