#fizzling out

[cletusthurstonbeauregard]

I blame Korrasami.

[stoked-sparksurfer]

society if ppl would actually fuckin listen to me

whatever this isnt a thing i should feel anything about its literally the most nothing thing ever fls;dakj

[butterysalt]

Thinking about that Amenisa Johnlock fanfic I’ll never finish.... SIGHS IN BURNOUT.

[bookofwonders]

“Don’t be downhearted, darling. Lots of men can’t hold their seltzer.”

[micky-d7]

[stoked-sparksurfer]

i think everythings starting to calm down and i guess im glad but im also.

dude idfk how to handle this school. its like. its genuinely so fucking tiring trying to keep the peace and make things okay between everybody. and like yes im going to fucking prioritize my cousin??? like he’s always prioritizing it and nobody who matters bats an eye right?? im so sick of all these people acting like they actually genuinely know me. you don’t know me and you don’t want me, you want the guy who’s been there for a month and went from being a little hater to liking you, not the actual person who’s lived a fucking life and grew up with her and- whoa, who woulda fuckin thought! cares about her.

they don’t want me as an actual person they want the fake. the alter ego. the one thats reactive and has big feelings but only when its convenient to them. the one that cares but not when he cares about somebody he’s known for his entire life.

maybe im kinda shitty for it but. it doesnt feel fair that everythings just blowing over and i have to come out looking like the bad guy for what? for caring about her? its not even like i was defending her. what she said hurt me too but no, i’m the fuckin bad guy for what? going off on an anon?

they just wish they had the balls to say what i did. arc knows we all think it.

[stoked-sparksurfer]

i dont feel safe

[stoked-sparksurfer]

nvm on the keysmash at the end of the last post i dont like this