#fl8 rambles

[fakelady8]

I currently got 56 pulls saved up, the events are pretty fun and easy compared to genshin lol

I might pull the next banner bc I saw Theres some cute pink haired girl.. I think her name was Cyrenne or smt similar unless I'm mixing up characters

I should be at like 50 pity or smt so I think I have a pretty good chance of getting her but it's a gacha game so you never know... Tho I still need to wait for Quinaifen to appear again, I'm not giving up on her. I will get her even if it means getting every 5 stars to do so.

[fakelady8]

The New banner doesnt have Quinaifen..... I don't want sampo and I got luka already... The fox girls cute but mehh, shes not firework girl. Even the 5 stars are not it to me, I don't care about them.

I want Quinaifen back on the banner do I can pull for her.

I'll have 100 pulls ready next time shes on.

[fakelady8]

Tbh I kinda wanna try and do one of those ask blog things that has like a story to discover, yk, like those like the bendy and cuphead aus. Bloodclot, myth of the machine, ect.

But I also know my drawing skills aren't the best, not to mention I'd have to draw on paper and take a pic of that since it doesn't look as good when I draw on my phone.. Then again, I see people doing those kinds of blogs with art that's pretty decent and they have fans interacting with them and giving input on the story.

I already have one dandys world AU in mind if I end up doing this, it's actually an AU I have shown art for once. It's meant to be a fic but I haven't started on that yet so why not train my story skills and drawing skills at the same time? It could be fun.

The drawings: art1, art2, art3

(Idk how much of the og story you can see in those I'll keep)

[fakelady8]

Every single time I open up my subscriptions tab on ao3, I check my email to see which fics have updated then I start my ritual of singing the abc's till I find the fic that updated.

I do not know my abc's. I once thought G was at the very end of the alphabet when in reality it's near the start.. AND THAT HAPPENED WHEN AO3 TOOK LIKE A MIN TO UPDATE EVERYTIME I CLICKED ANYTHING, I HAVE 7 TABS OF SUBS. THE FIC WAS IN THE THIRD AND I STARTED ON 6, CHECKED 7 JUST INCASE AND THEN WENT DOWN THE NUMBERS AND SKIPPED 3 BC "if it's earlier in the alphabet it's not in 3" WELL I AM A DUMBASS.

The only plus from my suffer with slow ao3 was the fact I played sudoku and sometimes minesweeper while waiting. (The fic I had subbed wasn't even one I was mentally stable enough to read at the moment so I didn't even get the relief of good amazing fluff fic)

[fakelady8]

Mannn, I just managed to load into a match with this Lara and omg, I loved her. I didn't exactly get to play with her a lot because I trusted the other two teammates to unhook her- I shouldn't have done that, my fault ;-;

But like I'm absolutely awful against most killers, especially nemy who was the killer I was against in that game but please lara teach me your ways...

[fakelady8]

Not me comparing what i rewrote and the og like "this scene... this scene was _words in og and now its _ wirds.."

Like og in its unfinished form is roughly 3k words, with the first scene veing roughly around 500 words. That scene in the rewriten? 1k words. I'd say im one third of the way through, but the og had 4 scenes not counting the unwritten one. So I'm noe left rewriting those 3 plus the one that never managed to even get written.

Depending on the writing? Each scene might be around or more than 1k, so perhaps a 5k chapter if im lucky lol

[fakelady8]

I keep switching between my og and rewrite while im rewriting because as much as i hate the og, it still has some good moments.

Like in the rewrite, there's play fighting but thats mostly it. Then i look over to the og one and i see-

Bff doing her best to try to keep the mc safe, bff rambling off how she could get the mc a safer job when the mc doesn't want anything else then their current job. Its what they had always dreamed of, they don't want to be baker or a cashier. Their happy with their job, but the bff cant understand that because the job the other does is one the elders dont approve of.

LIKE YEAH I LIKE THE REWRITE BUT LIKE THE OG? THAT GOT DEPTH. IM KEEPING THAT SCENE BECAUSE IT SHOWS OFF THE MC AND BFF'S DIFFERENT VIEWS SO WELL.

Its not just "you should be a baker" its "Your not safe out on the ocean, you should be a- like a baker or or.. A cashier! It would be so much safer, nothing could hurt you!" And the other isnt just "i like the waters" its "I feel more at home when im abroad a swaying boat. Feeling free while watching the waves crash against the hull, the way the light relefects on the waters is more beautiful than when the light shines from behind the leafes on a sunny day."

Like AAAAAAAAAAAA

The biggest reason im even rewriting is because i accidentally made the mc extremely childish in some scenes, like to the point i had to rewrite the whole scene just to fix the interaction.. idk how i did it when that same writing also made one of the best and heartaching moments within all my wips just few hundred words before

[fakelady8]

Omg i love baby killers, especially baby nurses!!???

Like i just met a baby nurse that did their best to chase me but they clearly new to nurse consider they just kept chasing and only used their blink when i was too far away.

But omg imma start straggling these survivors bc why the hell yall tbagging a newbie when YOU ACTUALLY END UP GETTING HIT???? The only reason i got hit was because the nurse surprised me but they weren't that hard to avoid, especially how they didn't use their blinks much.

I just wanted to play as Bill quick bc i need bloodpoints and he got few random add ons my main ran out of just to end up all men team which, yk what? Sure, why not. BUT WHY YALL SO RUDE, STOP TBAGGING THE NEWBIE????

Like these ppl cry and whine when the killers are tryhards without mercy with op perks, then they go and bully the baby and fun killers. LIKE I WANT TO FIND FUNNY KILLERS BUT I NEVER FIND THEM BECAUSE YALL BULLY THEM AWAY??? And when yall just tbag and bully the newbies they then just refuse to play killer which then only leads to ppl only playing against experienced killers you only escape by pure luck.