"If I’m lost, then how can I find myself?"
The Meme! Still Accepting.
“I don’t….” they were troubling little words that struck a chord with him in the worst possible way.
“I don’t know how you’re supposed to find yourself” he keeps placing things on the shelves not bothering to turn around and address Kaoru while he’s stocking up the sweets shop, “I haven’t been able to find myself yet either. I guess when we lose ourselves we just have to wait for someone to find us for us.”
Its the best answer that he can give after all he’s still lost in himself somewhere and he’s still not found away to drag those pieces of him out. They were pieces left that Alluka could poke at and drag to the brink where he can just imagine that he’s almost been found, but as soon as she lets go it sucks him back in smothering that piece of him down. He hates the feeling and he feels really bad for the older teen who must be feeling the same as he does. He must have some reason for being like that too, he wonders what has him feeling so lost but he doesn’t ask because its not like they’re friends and its okay for him to just pry like that.
“I’m still waiting to be found myself, so sorry I can’t give you a hand” he tosses over his shoulder nonchalantly.
