#flan.txt

[youbitehard]

writing a fic where instead of rose noticing shane’s whole thing in the moment takes way more time and then tampa doesn’t happen and i love the angst but thinking about ilya in the hotel bar feeling self conscious with his shirt only to discover shane is not going to the all stars is stressing me the fuck out.

i am aware that he would probably know beforehand but bear with me. the visuals.

ilya. with his shirt and his corona. scanning the bar and shane never appearing. him being like well it’s true i fucked it up completely. serves me right for having feelings.

and im like who THE FUCK would be so fucking cruel

and then it hits me. i am. i am the evil entity that is subjecting myself to this.

[youbitehard]

the people clearly yearn for free use ilya

[youbitehard]

I'm starting something, frems. As many of us, it's been some time since I read this many fics; mostly because there were not that many in my previous fandoms.

After trying to do a proper reclist for months, I've decided to start something that might be weekly or might be every other week, shorter, less organized (sorry) where I will be doing reclist post about what I have been reading and adding them here. Ideally it will be 5-10 fics per post. Might be longfic, drabble... No topic just vibes.

I usually go heavy on kink and I won't be tagging everything here apart from main archive warnings, or things that I feel necessary especially if they are the main focus of the fic. In any case, please read the tags of the fic.

I do love HEA so don't expect MCD. I do love angst but I have a chronic issue against angst that feels like emotional torture porn.

The first one will be posted this afternoon.

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[youbitehard]

been thinking about making a fic rec list but i’m very bad at rounding everything up so I’m now pondering about making a weekly round up of my faves without that much order as i don’t seem to be capable of organizing them

[youbitehard]

i have 15k words of free use ilya for @subtopilyaweek i hope you all are ready because goddamit i put my whole ao3ussy into that fic

[youbitehard]

had a full weekly reclist done and programmed it and tumblr decided to 🙃 delete it 🙃 so i will try to redo it tomorrow when the frustration slips away a little bit because now I’m seething

[youbitehard]

i love opening your blog and ilya "back off from my man" rozanov making direct eye contact w me

I know right? It's honestly one of my favorites, he's staring into your soul while we are "relax man no one is going to take your man" 💕 (enter rose landry around 12 minutes later)

[youbitehard]

ready to post my first hockey rpf fic, we knew it was coming, this is a surprise to no one and yet I'm still surprised pikachu'ed at myself. ha!