#flashback number one

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made me really angry at first, then really sad.

not like crying or anything sad,

just lay in bed, lost all motivation sad.

I'm really hungry, but no one has gone grocery shopping, and I can't really afford to right now,

and I know as soon as I leave to go get food, he'll wake up, and I'll get yelled at for not waiting.

I'm already tired of being cold.