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Can't find a buyer for something you wanna sell? Throw it at someone's head as hard as you can and take their wallet while they're unconscious.

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It's weird how the most neutral and professional of conversations with someone you used to be close to can make you suddenly experience an abundance of emotion. Especially when you know they feel nothing of the sort. Ah well. Moving on. 

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FIRST VLOG EVER Am I famous yet. In which I discuss the impact capitalism has on identity, that hat thing from Meet The Robinsons, and how awesome media can be.

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I have a blog, if anyone feels like reading it. It's rarely updated, probably unoriginal, and of no use to anyone. Enjoy! Shameless self promoting is bred from boredom.

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Essentially I have so lost touch of my own personal sense of time that for all purposes, linear time has become meaningless to me, and deadlines are virtually lacking in all functionality and I have to pretend I am currently presenting something to instil in myself the necessary amount of concern because I can't seem to care until I'm hyperventilating in front of a classroom trying to talk about my assignment. Also run on sentence ayyy macarena i gave up on punctuation halfway 

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Happy Extremely rather belated birthday! I actually meant to message you on the 30th at midnight but I got the time zones confused so I had to wait and then I forgot because I'm not the sharpest cactus in the desert.

Hahaha thanks Hanna!

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While I was in high school, there was this one part we'd pass my a bridge, and each time, this little bird would be there, and we'd usually arrive about the time it'd do this cute little loop while flying out from under that bridge. I guess it had a nest there or something.

I'd get so freaking excited just driving to school and seeing that bird do a little loop while flying and I'd get really happy. Never named it. It was just the loop de loop bird. I figured it had its own name for itself and I didn't wanna impose.

I was heartbroken when the day I didn't see it do the loopy flight. And the next day and the next. I wonder what happened to it. Thanks, little bird. You made my routine drive to school everyday much lovelier.

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Murder isn't the best way to start the new year, is it? 

Sigh, and the blood would be difficult to clean of for the level of violence I was planning. Oh well. Maybe some other time.