Are there days we disagree? Yes
Are there days we downright fight? Yes
But there are so many more days than those. Days where I would do anything to hear her voice for just a bit longer. Days where I laugh with her until I can't breathe, days that I yearn for her in so many complex and simple ways.
Don't take for granted the people you have in your life. I did for too long and there isn't a day gone by where I don't think of how dumb I was to not capitalize on every second. How blind I was to the amazing person who was and is my best friend. Kink or no kink. Regardless of the distance or of time I need her so much more than she could know.
As I've got older I realize how much she means to me. I've realized that it doesn't do any good to hang on to anger. Just this past weekend I was in a funk. But I caught myself. I caught myself being short with her and it took me a good day but I realized she didn't deserve that. And while I certainly don't think I deserve her I realized I was just depriving myself of her. So if I can impart anything on any of you. Forgive and enjoy the ones you have brought close. Make good of the time you have with them. Love and laugh just a little bit more.













