It's been over 2 years' but I'm finally getting around to planting stones lavender seeds in my mom's honor. My cousin was upset that she couldn't come to mom's services, so she sent a bunch of seeds...English Lavender & Forget-me-nots. I've been hesitant about doing any planting at the house because 1. I never remember to and 2. I haven't really felt the need to plant anything. Since I wasn't really able to sleep last night, I figured I'd get started on a bunch of stuff, especially to keep my mind occupied. My anxiety has always been bad, but had been getting pretty damn bad soon after my mom's passing. I've had way too many sleepless nights, but have no problem taking a nap during the day. Go figure! Lol. Time to start making the yard look like a yard again. Sara! You in just like old times? 💜 #flowersforjeanne #flowers #plantingseeds #planting #rip #imissyoumom #hugyourfamilydaily #theythinkihaveablackthumb #ihaveagreenthumb #englishlavender #itsplantingtime #timetorake #anxiety #panicattacks #gottadowhatyougottado (at Hasley Canyon, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8pAEUMgSbX/?igshid=ewul5rf9whg0