#fluffysheep

[eastermans-journal]

I’ve been here previously I think…but I ask that you indulge me and I have been (mostly) loyal within the trials…I always make sure to finish swiftly and cleanly after I eat too…can I have a bite of you? A little…nibble? The kind that you see between partners— it won’t hurt, and I won’t take much…I just….need to try it. My brains dead set on it…it’ll be like consuming the body of Christ.

(Audible uncomfortable mumbling followed by aggressive note taking)

You are… not allowed near me under any circumstance. I am not well enough to deal with this right now. You are an interesting outlier, I will be watching you but… urgh.

[jesterka78]

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[eastermans-journal]

I meant no disrespect :( I want to make you feel better. How can I make you feel better?

By listening to me. By staying and doing the trials. Do not listen to anything you hear. Nothing. I am the only one who cares, do you understand? You understand, don't you? I've done everything to give you what you need. Do not listen to anything else.

[eastermans-journal]

How do you feel about cannibalization of the Ex-Pops? Also are they considered to be “free range”? I care about where my meat comes from. And could I get anything for this headache? Everything’s kinda dizzy.

… I would be nauseated if not for the research potential you hold. Yes, go talk to a nurse, the doctors will sort you out and make you all better as always.

The fact you have consciously chosen to seek out the flesh of the ex-pop demographic even though we keep you fed is certainly a choice. Is this some elaborate roundabout way of complaining about the canteen food?

I almost hope it is, for your sake.

[eastermans-journal]

No granulated sugar for a while? No problem. I can just eat the natural sugars from the Ex-Pop cuts. I find Pusher appears to be the most sweet in terms of flesh…perhaps all those drugs?….How do you think you would taste?

We have a possible trial participation slot opening up, I think you would be a wonderful fit. Think of it, the additional fear of being chewed to bits alive by someone who looks like one of you but is so clearly not… it’s beautiful.

Wait. Cuts? What have you-

Hilarious. Now we have to do a head count on all of our special assets. If I find a pusher missing, I will be very upset with you. If you were better behaved I would be willing to indulge that last insane question, but you haven’t earned that.

[eastermans-journal]

It’s been a week and I have stopped eating and killing and tasting the flesh of other ‘humans’, of the livestock you house in this facility and put us up against. I make it through the days by eating what we’re given in the cafeteria and convincing myself it might be of you. May I please have a kiss now? Have a hint of your lips? I desire it so badly, and I fear I may lose myself if I cannot reap such a reward. Won’t you reward a loyal servant like me?

… I will consider it. I’m proud of you. You will be muzzled if we meet, I am informing you in advance for your unstable mind’s sake.

How many did this one manage to gnaw on before it confessed?

[eastermans-journal]

I genuinely adore you, Easterman. Everyday I awaken and think of you and how much I love you, how much I need you. Should there ever be a time I am able to be near you, I surely will. I will close the distance between us one day, faster than light, and I will tear into you and consume you as an act of devotion. Or perhaps, you shall consume me? For what are we but the meat that we digest and becomes our bodies?

I wait for your arms and the taste of your flesh and lips and blood.

With sincere fondness and love, your cannibal devotee

I am... going to lie back down for a while, I feel nauseous. I will be adding a new label onto your file as well. I may need to put a muzzle on you, is that what you want? Imagine the looks from your fellow reagents, the judgment... how would that make you feel?