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@eastermans-journal
So, how's your current plan going? Is it exactly what you wanted? You must have so much control and power. People rely on you. Is it working? Are you happy? - 🌗
Oh, you shit. You are- [Response filtered due to excessive profanity and sensitive internal information.] - And you still think that you are in the right? That you are worth listening to? You do not know me.
Can I have a little snuggle session :( I’ve been feeling down lately but I’ve still been working hard at my trials…no more eating expops…no matter how hard it’s been…I think I need some encouragement… maybe?
Your lack of cannibalism is encouraging and your grades have been… decent. You are on the right path, and your chances of seeing me have increased. That should be your encouragement. Take it or fester in your discomfort, the choice is yours.
I am admittedly curious to see the direction you chose for yourself.
Can you pet me? I really need some affection, Daddy. Pretty please?
Perhaps. I may appear to you as an apparition in your dreams tonight since you asked so nicely. I hope you’ve been good.
The latest push towards more intensive trials has worked exceedingly well. The workload of our medical staff has increased in turn, but I see this as an advancement on all fronts.
Some of you are slowing down your greater peers, however. Adapt or die, I do not need any prospects perishing in ways we can’t fix because they decided to exercise empathy.
It’s been a week and I have stopped eating and killing and tasting the flesh of other ‘humans’, of the livestock you house in this facility and put us up against. I make it through the days by eating what we’re given in the cafeteria and convincing myself it might be of you. May I please have a kiss now? Have a hint of your lips? I desire it so badly, and I fear I may lose myself if I cannot reap such a reward. Won’t you reward a loyal servant like me?
… I will consider it. I’m proud of you. You will be muzzled if we meet, I am informing you in advance for your unstable mind’s sake.
How many did this one manage to gnaw on before it confessed?
i miss you, father. i’ve been journaling about you before bed. i get a head rush during trials when i know you’re watching.
I'd love to see your journal, if you'd feel comfortable sharing. I am your doctor and teacher, wouldn't being open with me help? I don't mind if there are things in there you worry I'll judge you for. I want to help you.
I'm always watching, might I remind you.
hello father. i’m sure you’ve been under a lot of work stress lately especially with the new trials. i’ve heard pets reduce anxiety levels profoundly… say, you wouldn’t mind me being your desk pet, would you? i’d help you relieve a lot of stress. i know you don’t like crowding underneath your desk, but there’s always your side, or better yet, your lap.
Fine, fine. I shall give you an inch... sometime in the future. But first, I need clear growth. Then, perhaps I'll give you a few minutes in my presence. This is something you need to earn.
...If you could study up on how to massage the knots out of someone's back, that would be ideal.
I... need to keep myself away from that nurse. She's gotten far too eager to check in on me if I step out of my office. Too much, too overbearing. I doubt these ones will be any better, but at least I have a file on their behaviour to go off of first.
Nothing tastes edible these past few days. Frustrating. I thought I was getting better, not staying the same. Nothing is ever granted with ease...
We both know that chasing this cheap gratification isn't helping you. The only way to get better is to shut it down. Remember what you told me? - 🌗
Watch your words, your lack of progress may push me to make a decision you won't like. You want an easy way out, not to get better. Sad little creature.
What... what did I tell this one?
I got an A+ can I sit on your lap
You all want my lap so badly, don't you? The masses seem to be casting their votes, I cannot ignore that.
Perhaps in the future. Until then, let it be known that A+ of yours makes me smile. I love you.
Can I be your pet bunny pleeeeaase? I will be such a good boy and I am always quiet! I can just sit in ur lap and let u work
Too much time spent around your teacher outside of productive learning can be detrimental. How will you learn without doing your therapy? I'll consider a little bit of time spent with me, but that's only if I see the best marks possible going forward.
My legs have never been that strong, last thing I would want is for them to go numb and appear weak in front of my lambs. Ugh.
I genuinely adore you, Easterman. Everyday I awaken and think of you and how much I love you, how much I need you. Should there ever be a time I am able to be near you, I surely will. I will close the distance between us one day, faster than light, and I will tear into you and consume you as an act of devotion. Or perhaps, you shall consume me? For what are we but the meat that we digest and becomes our bodies?
I wait for your arms and the taste of your flesh and lips and blood.
With sincere fondness and love, your cannibal devotee
I am... going to lie back down for a while, I feel nauseous. I will be adding a new label onto your file as well. I may need to put a muzzle on you, is that what you want? Imagine the looks from your fellow reagents, the judgment... how would that make you feel?
Let me taste you
I cannot be sure that you aren't the one reagent who I have had to put a bite risk label on, so no. I would rather you not.
I have no doubt that I taste disgusting, they would like me less if they knew.
we miss you father… hope you’re okay.
Yes. Well. No more. Your patience has been rewarded. I am back.
I will not go into any detail as to what it was that kept me away, a bit of imagination may do well for all of your motivation. I am not quite at my best, but seeing you work hard will help me along.
I have had time to... think on things as well. Perhaps I should be a bit more welcoming to my children. Those of you who behave at your best may get a more decent reward.
As long as you can keep your mouth shut when I tell you to, of course.
Bedrest. Do they think so lowly of me? I know what this is, they can’t fool me. They can only keep me from my work for so long. This feigned concern is well acted, but I will not be so easily manipulated.
My strength is returning, I can write again. Not long now. My beloved pet projects need me.
Apologies for my silence, my children. I haven't been feeling well again. I promise you I will be back, patience is your virtue.
ive been craving your attention more often recently for some odd reason, i think i may be going crazy.
- 🐾
It seems many of us have been losing our grip lately... I've been having trouble keeping up with the growing madness. Some of you have been acting like rabid animals.
Perhaps I shouldn't lay off on the oxy.