#flyhighjulio

[isabeltoodope]

I think the hardest thing about losing someone isn’t saying goodbye. I think what’s hard is learning to live without them. On this day last year we laid my brother to his final rest. I know I say this a lot ...but a peace of me died with him, and truly I’ll never know if I’ll be the same me again. This has been hard for our family. And only time can heal what happen. For now I’d like to think he’s waiting for us in heaven with our lord and savior. #suicideprevention #flyhighjulio #foreveryoung

[isabeltoodope]

It’s very alleviating to know that I can finally think about you with out getting sad. Ever since the day you left, Everyday you came into my head I cried inside and the smallest tear would run down my cheek. I know you’d want me to be strong and as much as I want to give in and cry I want to be able to think about you and remember all the great memories you gave me, all the great memories you gave us. My life will never be the same without you junior,not only because you were my little brother but because I didn’t recognize what pain really looked like. I never understood what it honestly felt like to be depressed. And now when someone brings up the word “depressed” into the picture it makes me think ALOT. Thank you for the memories you gave me and I know everybody says corny shit like this all the time but until we meet again I just hope I’m not all wrinkly and old when I see you, I’d be very embarrassed. #flyhighjulio #foreveryoung #junior #brothersforever (at Planet Earth)