wow its been almost a year since i left. it feels strange. so i guess ill update you all on whats happened. so when i left i dd it because i was getting mad at well pretty much everything because it was nearly impossible for me to see. well in February my mom took me back home to the states and i started my eye surgeries. it was hard since i would get this hope that i would see again but a gew days later the surgery would fail and i would need another one. now that its october ive had 4 operations and im going in for another in a week.
im not fully legally blind, i would say i have 70% in my left and i can see most things but reading anythin is impossible unless its bolded and 4x rge size. even now typing this i have to use a magnifying glass. its very hard and i have my good days and bad but im trying to push through and im slowly starting to accept that no matter how many surgeries i have i will still be partially blind. I think now that ive kinda acccepted that fact im having more good days rgan bad its more like bad moments. Another thing helping is books amd of course as it has always helped the wonderful world of kpop.
Im pozting this as a “hey im not dead guys!” but also as a reminder to myself that i typed all this up so i can type up a one shot or fic because i miss it so much. i guess you cam say im back but more like SEMI BACK. i wont be taking requests for anything just yet but feel free to say hi because i love it when you do and i know it will brighten up my day :) i have a couple of stories in my head now i just have to see if they sound good out of it.
tagged by thatgotseven & mark-hyung thank u sweeties
This is like my first tag in like ages OTL :(
RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! Now, here’s what you’re supposed to do… And please do not spoil the fun. Delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 3-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.
Asked someone to marry you? – innocent
Kissed one of your friends? – innocent
Danced on a table in a bar? – innocent
Ever told a lie? – guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have? – guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? – innocent
Kissed a picture? – guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? – guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school? – guilty
Held a snake? – innocent
Been suspended from school? – innocent
Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant? – innocent
Stolen something? – innocent
Been fired from a job? – innocent
Done something you regret? – guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? – innocent
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? – guilty
Kissed in the rain? – innocent
Sat on a rooftop- innocent
Kissed someone you shouldn’t? – innocent
Sang in the shower? – guilty
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? – innocent
Shaved your head? – innocent
Slept naked? – innocent
Had a boxing membership - innocent
Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? – innocent
Been in a band? – innocent
Shot a gun? – innocent
Donated blood? – innocent
Eaten alligator meat? – innconet
Eaten cheesecake? – guilty
Still love someone you shouldn’t? – innocent
Have/had a tattoo - innocent
Liked someone, but will never tell who? – guilty
Been too honest? – guilty
Ruined a surprise? – innocent
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk afterwards? – guilty
Erased someone in your friends list? – innocent
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? – guilty
Joined a pageant? – innocent
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? – guilty
Still have communication w/ your ex? – innocent
Cheated on someone? – innocent
Gotten totally drunk one night and you had an important exam tomorrow morning? – innocent
A total stranger treated you by paying your fare? – innocent
Gotten totally angry that you cried so hard? – guilty
Tried to stay away from someone for their own good? – guilty
Thought about suicide? – innocent
Thought about murder? – innocent
How about Mass Murder? – innocent
Rode in a stranger’s vehicle? – innocent
Stalked someone? – guilty
Had a girlfriend/boyfriend? – innocent
Gotten totally drunk during a holiday? – innocent
i tag: flyingxiaolongbao, got7ever babyugyeom jwxngs imjaebumdotcom flying-dimsum catpopfeels wangkongism
book: the fault in our stars, me before you, beautiful, looking for alaska
animation: spirited away, monsters inc., lilo & stitch
tv show: i don't really watch television anymore, but my all time favourite would be Friends!
favourite beverage: green tea, juice, water, milk tea
favorite food: chicken, chocolate, pastaaaaa
last movie i saw in the theater: i can't even remember but i think it was Transformers: Age of Extinction (trust me, this was crap compared to the first few)
dream holiday: going to Korea to meet my faves ;^;
dream wedding: getting married in maldives ;;;;;;
dream job: doing nothing but getting cash / gotpm's stylist/manager/person who wipes their sweat :D
How many groups you stan and what are those groups? I listen to a lot of groups but i stan got7, SHINee, BTS and omg and I’m having a lot of ikon feels now omgggg
Three ships: Markson, markjin Mark + me
Your most favourite fan fiction? I haven’t read any fics for a long time! Someone recommend me some pls!
Your most favorite Korean film? Werewolf boy!
Your most favourite drama (Korean or Japanese)? Erm Taiwanese!! Fated to love you, Just you, and It Started With A Kiss <3
Your most favourite book (in general obviously)? Divergent and The fault in our stars! HAHHA
What things changed after you discovered kpop? tbh i can’t rmb where i spent most of my time on before kpop! But kpop has made me happier because I have things to look forward to! And looking at how my idols work hard, they are like a form of motivation (and distraction lmaooo). Coming on tumblr and making so many friends and talking to so many nice ppl just brighten up my day! Tbh I’m really shocked how close I have became with some of my tumblr friends! Love my followers and friends here MUACKS
Favourite ultimate bias’s body part? Can’t choose cuz every part of mark is perfection erm Mark’s chest mole! RUNS AND HIDE WITH EMBARRASSMENT don’t judge me
That member who is not your bias but is constantly driving you crazy: most of the time,Jackson and maybe Jaebum, sometimes Jinyoung, occasionally Youngjae, at time Bambam and from time to time Yugyeom….. Basically everyone else ( so proud of my ans)
Name: Rachel
Gender: female
Selca: not taking a selca cuz I’m in my going to sleep state lmaooo here Is another pic. Runs in embarrassment again (pls don’t appear on google again eeps)
► Name ➔ Rachel
► Birth place ➔ Singapore
► Where Do I live ➔ Singapore
► Hair color ➔ Darm brown
► Eye Color ➔ Dark brown.
► Birthday ➔ 2nd December
► Gender ➔ Female.
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty.
► Single or taken? ➔ Single
► Happy? ➔ Most of the time
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ Nope.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ maybe... nah maybe not.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ never had one
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ not that i know of
► Are you afraid of commitments? ➔ a little
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yup.
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ had an admirer but not secret tho haha he was a freaking weirdo I'm paranoid now lmao
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Yes… so many times haha
► Do you usually spend Valentine’s Day alone? ➔ em yeah! unless u count giving chocolates to my friends???
► Short or long-term relationships? ➔ long-term relationships.
TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Iced tea.
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Doggies
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few best friends.
► Television or internet ➔ i think this is pretty obvious
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Pepsi.
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Depends
► Day or night ➔ Day
► Text or Call ➔ both are fine
► Make-up or au natural? ➔ I would choose natural if i was pretty but i feel insecure without my bb cream haha
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
► Been caught sneaking out? ➔ i never sneaked out? I'm a good kid
► Fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ yeah
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ yes...
► Prank called a store? ➔ Nope
► Skipped school? ➔ yup, a couple of times alr lmao
► Wanted to disappear? ➔ yes
► Spent all your money? ➔ i get monthly allowance and i always finish them before i receive my next one
► Met a celebrity? ➔ Yup.
► Been really ill? ➔ Yup. I'm a weak kid
► Gotten high? ➔ Nope
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ both
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark
► Shorter or taller ➔ Taller.
► Hook-up or relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ how about funny and rich HAHAHA tbh idk
► Mac or PC? ➔ Mac
► Chapstick or lipstick? ➔ Both
► City or country? ➔ City
► Driving or walking? ➔ Walking if the weather is nice and cool but driving if it is hot and humid like singapore, lets be realistic
LASTS
► Last phone call? ➔ A friend
► Last song you listened to? ➔ Payphone
► Last thing you ate? ➔ Dimsum
► Last thing you drank? ➔ Water
► Last place you were? ➔ A mall
► Last kiss? ➔ i can't rmb... probably my mom
► Last picture taken? ➔ a pic of my friend sleeping lmao
► Last outfit? ➔ school uniform
► Last purchase? ➔ clothes
Tagged by flying-yi-en [stalker mode on: i had fun reading everything darlz, thank youuuu ♥]
RULES: Answer all 92 questions and tag 25 people (or something like that)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1) Last beverage: Green Tea
2) Last phone call: My dad
3) Last text message: Tricia and Rachel ['cause of whatsapp group~]
4) Last song you listened to: Twinkle - TaeTiSeo
5) Last time you cried: A week ago? I was a little upset with my dad so... I cried secretly
HAVE YOU EVER:
6) Dated someone twice: Nope
7) Been cheated on: Nope
8) Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope
9) Lost someone special: Nope
10) Been depressed: Yes
11) Been drunk and threw up: Nope, luckily hahaha I just sleep wtf hahaha
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: Baby pink, Black, Silver
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:
15) Made a new friend: Yes!! Apart from friends in uni.. I made lots of friends on Tumblr ; ; [I hope you guys know who you are ♥ if you are even reading this]
16) Fallen out of love: Yes
17) Laughed until you cried: Pretty often
18) Met someone who changed you: More like the environment changed me [you prolly wouldn't want to make friends with the past me OTL]
19) Found out who your true friends are: YESSS ^^
20) Found out someone was talking about you: I... am not sure! I think I chose to ignore lmfaoooo
21) Kissed anyone in your FB friends list: Uhmmmmm no
GENERAL:
22) How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: Half of them? I don't remember because I don't use facebook anymore hahaha
23) Do you have any pets: Nope
24) Do you want to change your name: I wish to but I have no names in mind LOL
25) What did you do on your last birthday: I was in school and my uni friends came to surprise me with cakes hahaha! I was so touched because I thought non of them remembered since they didn't text me at all~ Then I went back to my dorm but my roommate started to do weird stuffs, and even tried to prevent me from entering my room. Then I realised that she actually brought my middle school friends over to surprise me ; ;
26) What time did you wake up today: 10am because lecture at 11.30am TT
27) What were you doing at midnight last night: Studying and trying to choreo #OHMYSTRESS
28) Name something you CANNOT wait for: HOLIDAYS TO COME. UNI IS GIVING ME TOO MUCH STRESS
29) Last time you saw your mother: A few minutes ago
30) What is one thing you would want to change in your life: There are many tho :(
31) What are you listening to right now: The sound of me typing on my keyboard? Lmfao
32) Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: WHO IS TOM?
33) Who is getting on your nerves right now: Nobody SM
34) Most visited webpage: Tumblr HAHAHAHAHA
35) Blood type: A+
36) Nickname: Lim
37) Relationship status: Single
38) Zodiac sign: Virgo
39)Pronouns: What?
40) Elementary: A neighbourhood school in Singapore hahahaha
41) High school: Not a good high school tho!
42) College: Currently in uni *sobs sobs*
43) Hair color: Naturally black but I dyed it copper
44) Long or short: Slightly below my boobs lmfao
45) Height: 168cm cries why so tall
46) Do you have a crush on someone: Uhmmm nope... Mark?
47) What do you like about yourself: My fingers?
48) Tattoos: None
49) Righty or lefty: Righty
50) First surgery: NEVER HAD ONE I FEEL SO.... EEEW
51) First piercing: Ears
52) First bestfriend: Met YehLin in kindergarden but we lost contact
53) First sport: Captain's Ball?
54) First Vacation: To Malaysia
55) First pair of trainers: I couldn't remember OTL I think my dad bought it for me when I was still in Junior school?
RIGHT NOW
56) Eating: Nothing
57) Drinking: Nothing
58) I’m about to: Do some edits lmfao like as if I have no school work to complete [I'm the Queen of Procrastination]
59) Listening to: NOTHING
60) Waiting for: ..... HOLIDAYS FOR GOODNESS SAKE D:
61) Want kids: YESSSS BABIES ARE SO CUTE! LOOK AT THEM BEING FAT /HEART EYES/
62) Get married: If there is somebody who wants me ; ;
63) Career: Part time piano teacher
WHICH IS BETTER:
64) Lips or eyes: Eyes
65) hugs or kisses: Depends on what you mean by better.. IDK kisses?
66) Shorter or taller: Shorter
67) Older or younger: Younger pls pls pls pls pls
68) Romantic or spontaneous: Both?
69) Nice stomach or nice arms: What? Can I choose both?
70) Sensitive or loud: Sensitive Both
71) Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72) Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant xD I'm a loser
HAVE YOU EVER:
73) kissed a stranger: No
74) drank hard liquor: Yups
75) lost glasses/contacts: Lost my glasses
76) Sex on first date: WHAT? HELL NO
77) Broke someone’s heart?: I.... hope I didn't
78) Had your heart broken: Yups
79) Been arrested: Almost hahaha wtf
80) Turned someone down: Yes
81) Cried when someone died: Og course
82) Fallen for a friend: Yups
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
83) Yourself: Nope, I suck hahaha
84) Miracles: Yes when I'm feeling desperate lmfao
85) Love at first sight: Yes
86) Heaven: Nope
87) Santa Claus: what is this? When I was still young and cute hahaha
88) Kiss on the first date: Uhmmm there has to be feel LOL hahaha
89) Angels: No
90) Someone changing your life in one meet-up: Hopefully
91) Hell: Hahahaha sometimes
92) God: Nope
OH MY that was hella long hahaha! Who will even finish reading this lmfao.. I'm just having fun by myself
Tagging: thatgotseven, flyingxiaolongbao, got7ever, tuanyieun, jwxngs and anybody who wants to do this ^^ [as always, you don't have to do this if you don't want to :) I totally understand because it takes so long]
