Drew's been Sacha's first for a multitude of things.First love, first serious boyfriend, first guy who's ever beat him at Mario Kart. Hell, he's even been the first guy who Sacha has seriously thought of marrying, the first guy that Sacha has actually thought and believed he could spend the rest of his long life with. He's also the first person to have cheated on Sacha. It's weird, and the ill feeling it gives Sacha leads him to think that he doesn't like this at all. It's not fun, he thinks, to be cheated on. If a kiss even counts as cheating. Marcus' drink accidentally splashing onto his shirt is what brings him back to reality. What were they talking about again? Oh, right. Sports, it's always sports. His lips turn up into what he hopes looks like a smile and tells him not to worry about it. Stay calm, stay calm, stay calm. Sacha repeats those two very important words over and over in his head, hoping that if he thinks them enough times they will eventually come true. This was supposed to be a nice night. He can't ruin it just because his feelings got hurt over Drew being so incredibly shitfaced and stupid. He ends up excusing himself a little while after. It's just. . . too much? The music was too loud, his cup was too heavy despite there being only a sips worth of cola in it, and there were too many people. Why would Drew do that? They're a couple. Just because Sacha isn't allowed to tell anyone that doesn't make it any less true, or any less real. They are a couple, and Drew is his boyfriend, and that was not Sacha that he was kissing. His hands begin to shake and if he doesn't calm down in the next few minutes he knows he'll start to panic. It's kind of funny, really. How whenever things start to go to shit, it all happens at once. At least for Sacha anyway. Maybe had he stayed home tonight and done all of his late missing work, he'd not feel so shitty and gross. What's that one saying? It goes something like "ignorance is" . . .? Oh, right! Ignorance is bliss, and in this case, it truly was.It's easier to breathe if he's sitting down, so he sits. The front porch steps are rather wet from the scattered storms they'd been having, but it was better than pacing around. This way he could sit on his hands, and lean his head against the railing. Hopefully no one recognized him. He didn't normally deal with panic attacks this out in the open, but he couldn't go back inside. Even the mere thought of it made Sacha want to puke. sacha → panda: why'd you do itsacha → panda: i just idk i was under the impression that i was enough for you and that you didn't want people to know and drew sacha → panda: why did you do it please because i can't think and it hruts it was just a kiss and i'm being stupid but that's not fair that's not fair to mesacha → panda: why would you kiss someone else when you know how much i care that was so shitty you don't kiss other ppl when you're dating someoneSomeone taps his shoulder as he's in the middle of typing up his next text, and immediately he presses the sleep button and looks up. "You okay, dude?" Just breathe. It's easy. You're fine, and okay, and you're going to have fun in there. It was just a kiss. Kisses don't mean anything. "Yeah, yeah. I was just. . . I'm fine. Wanna go inside?" After getting up and slipping his phone into his pocket once more, Sacha offers his friend a smile. It's fine. Everything is going to be just fine.
It's a game of spin the bottle. Of course Beck's going to have to end up kissing someone eventually. That's the way the game works, otherwise it would just... well, it wouldn't be spin the bottle. And, you know, it's okay. It's okay for Beck to kiss someone who is indeed not Ryan because, after all, they're not dating. They're just friends, and that's okay, too. Really, it is. Everything is just super okay. Until the bottle lands on Beckett. That's when the twiddling of Ryan's thumbs stops, right along with his heart. This, he thinks, is suddenly, sort of, kind of, just not .. all that okay?It was Sabrina's turn. Of course it would be. Of course it would be the prettiest girl in the whole damn room that would have the luck of kissing Beck. He clasps his hands together in order to restrain from holding her back. The amount of jealousy that courses through his veins is alarming and Ryan only prays that it's not as noticeable as he's fearing it is.Maybe he does have a bit of a crush on his friend. So much so that having to sit back and watch him kiss someone else is not something Ryan even thinks he's capable of. He has no idea what he'd do and frankly, he'd rather not wait and find out. As they begin to lean in, giggling and all, Ryan scrambles to his feet. He sees Beck turn to give him a confused look, but he quickly drops his eyes. His cheeks are heating up and he feels really, incredibly small. Ryan wants to disappear, so he does. They'll make jokes of this the next time he's around Beck's friends, but he decides that that's better than seeing his crush kiss someone else. Much better, actually. He could just tune them out and focus on other important things, but he won't be able to tune out Sabrina kissing Beck. You don't just forget the way your crush kisses, and all the fantasies that come along with that new information. You also don't just forget that small feeling of betrayal, and the bitterness that comes with it. He gently closes the bathroom door behind him and leans against it. If he stays in there too long, they'll think he's taking a shit. If he comes out too soon, he'll have to endure through this terrible, horrible game that Beck somehow managed to convince him to play. It's stupid. Teenagers are stupid, and crushes are really, super duper stupid, too. Everything is just stupid, and the blonde has not a clue as to how to deal with any of it.
10: french kiss + Vilah (i googled 50s slang can you tell)
Vivian's grin won't go away as Lilah climbs into her car, her foot slamming on the gas before Lilah's door shut. "Burn rubber, baby!" Lilah shouted as they took off with a squeal and the two erupted into cheers, Vivian just barely managing to avoid crashing into someone as she turned the corner, glancing into her mirrors to make sure no one was trailing them - not that anyone would be. Their heist went off flawlessly, exactly how they wanted it to go, in and out in mere minutes. She bet no one had even thought to call the cops yet, still stunned that two women had managed to rob their macho-bar.
"We did it, we did it Vivian!" Lilah cheered beside her, bracing herself on the dash as Vivian veered around another corner and slowed down, once more checking for suspicious behavior behind them.
"I knew we could, we outsmarted all of them! Best team out there I tell ya', we can do anything. Hear me Lil? We can take on all of them." Vivian grinned, no doubt taking more than her fair share of the credit. She was the brilliant mastermind who had gotten away with murder before, after all, and this was only theft; much easier to run from.
"Pull in here, no one saw what car we left in, we're in the clear -" Vivian did as Lilah directed, pulling a sharp left into the alleyway that would lead them into their first safe spot, the plan A of hideaways. She killed the engine and looked at Lilah, an easy grin on her lips at the sight of her lovely lady looking all kinds of excited. "Whaddya say Lil, want to have a blast?"
Lilah looked up at the blonde, blinking innocently. "We already had a blast, what are you thinking of?"
Vivian laughed at her innocence, leaning over to her and placing a quick kiss on her pink lips, teasing her with a quick brush of her tongue before she pulled back.
"You're cruisin' for a bruisin' if you're goin' 'round kissing ladies like that." Lilah laughed before she, too, leaned into the girl, grasping her face lightly as she kissed her. This time is was Lilah who ran her tongue over Viv's lips, sending a shiver down her spine as Viv kissed her deeply.
"Bit fast there," Viv murmured, to which Lilah laughed, flicking the back of Viv's teeth. "You like it," Lilah replied, breaking the kiss for a moment before reconnecting their lips, hand sliding down to Vivian's shirt collar.
"Never said I didn't."
12: ghost kiss + Vilah + Bre sucks at writing srry
It’s meant to be a heist like them all, only in a bank instead of a store. It’ll be easy, they walk in, fire a warning shot, get the money, and leave. They’d done it a thousand times at a thousand places, never with this much money, but that was why they’d saved it for the end. Their last heist ever before they disappeared across the border and made a new life for themselves with their riches, leaving behind the Bonnie and Clyde life.
And it is, until Vivian wants to celebrate. This much money in one swift move, it made her ego swell, and she threw the money up in the air, kissing Lilah as it fell around them. Lilah was drunk on the moment and said nothing to stop her, laughing as Vivian threatened a man who had tried to move towards them. The mood, for them at least, was joyous, one of celebration, until they heard the police sirens.
Vivian froze in panic, but Lilah immediately started Plan B, stuffing all the money she could into the bags they had brought with them, keeping a gun aimed at the nearest person. “If anyone moves, I’ll kill her, don’t try me!” She shouted, voice nearly covering the sound of a gun going off. Nearly.
Vivian thought it was Lilah’s gun at first, until the bullet hit her. She fell back from the impact, hearing glass shatter as her shoulders hit the ground, followed by her head. Everything went black, and she heard a piercing scream, her name being screamed into the wind.
"Vivian, no!" Lilah raced to her girlfriend’s side, bare knees sliding across the floor. Blood was quickly pooling around Vivian’s body and Lilah was horrified to see that her hands were covered in the substance as she lifted them from the floor. She pulled Vivian onto her lap as best she could, cradling the girl’s head. "Viv, open your eyes, please. V, Viv, please-"
Vivian’s eyes opened, and Lilah gave a sob of relief, putting pressure on the bullet wound over her heart. “Hey baby, you’re alright. We’re gonna get out of here and I’m going to bring you to a hospital and we’re going to get out of here, alright?”
"Lilah," Her voice was soft, tongue flicking out to wet her dry lips. "Shhh. Please, just.. go. Get out of here. They’re going to come get you in a minute, get the money and go."
"No, I won’t leave you-"
"Give them hell for me, Lil… I love-" She blinked slowly, once, twice, before her eyes closed for good.
Lilah brought her lips to Viv’s, clutching her by the shoulders, desperate to feel any sort of response, desperate for this to be a fairy tale and for her kiss to heal her lover.
But Vivian did not wake, and Lilah sprang into motion, taking both her and Vivian’s guns. The police were still out there with nothing to protect them, and, well hidden, she got the guns into position and fired until they were empty.
When the shower of bullets were done, and the officers still left came charging in, they found the witnesses unharmed, and the two dead bodies of the wanted robbers.
sO i decided that anthony was the one that wanted a kid while ashley wanted to wait a few years so he feels sort of guilty bc if he'd listened and they'd waited then she could have gotten treatment so for the first year of sage's life he's pretty isolated and jazz
btw i'm assuming these are roleplay chars and they aren't all mine buT anyway
D is for Duncan
he's my latest little frustrating mess. the best way to describe him would be to say that he's a part-time frat boy, part-time punk, part-time hockey goon and full-time little shit. atm he's run away from school in the el camino he stole from the dean so we'll see how that goes!
E is for Ellie
she was a tmr char that my char james was kinda friends with. they went on a sort of date once and when she was in the hospital he went to visit her and brought a book she really liked so yeah it was a pretty cute friendship
F is for Fred
another tmr char who i love verY much like i adore fred. he's james' cousin and best friend in the entire world like the two of them prank people and go sneaking around hogwarts together and no matter what they love each other and have so much respect for each other. i could literally go on forever about fred and his relationship with james but i'll just leave it at this. he's amazing and perfect and yes.
