#foggyou

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Throwback Friday! #neblina #fogg #foggynotion #foggyou #connecticut #trees #magnificenttree #hoodie #redhoodie #pijamas

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#foggyou OR #fixyou ? (Part 2)

Well, as you could see, why that weird title? #foggyou or #fixyou? What’s that? Well, that’s something that you have to find out for yourself! I can’t make everything easy for you, you have to search for it, search for the hashtags and try to follow my day by day experience here in tumblr, in my facebook and in my Instagram (do you forget my username, don’t bother, it is @sofiavandamme ! ). I’ll try to update it, I promise, and you’ll find many clues and news about those strange hashtags! All I can say is that they’re related with my family problem and that I’ve to find, in person, a guy named João Pereira de Mello, follow my journey and try to find him too, because I’m also searching for him too!

The final day is near, so don’t forget, let’s spread the hashtags and make it a trend so we can both face this challenge together!

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Should I Stay or Should I Go? (Part 2)

However, there were other issues… They were named Mr. Campos and Gonçalo…

I knew I had feelings for both of them, I just didn’t know what was right! Gonçalo was 17 years old, near my age and most reliable and possible to happen. But Mr. Campos was so mature and stable in life that could protect me from everything and everybody and I knew that if I had him by my side I would be always safe that no one would reach me, plus he was the man of every girl dreams!

But then there were the problems: Mr. Campos was teacher at the institute and he couldn’t leave it because he was permanent there and Gonçalo already thought that the best for him was staying in the Institute for some years until he controls himself and until he makes himself the man that he wanted to be… So I was left with that…

If I leave the Institute who would be there to protect me? To give me that kind of confidence that they only knew… That was driving me crazy!

 What was the best for me? Should I tell them about how I feel? Should I just tell one of them? HELP ME!

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Should I Stay or Should I Go?

All my family problems came to my thoughts and made me think about all my life until that point. What was I doing in the Institute? Can I leave the Institute and have my ordinary life back? Would that be the way? I couldn’t sleep with all that running through my mind!

Once Mr. Campos told me that some of the students preferred to stay at the Institute instead of leaving it and that would be possible if your parents signed some papers (if you were under eighteen) or if you reach the eighteen years old there and then it was up to you to decide. There they were protected and had so many places where they could work and be paid and they could decide if they want to leave it at any time and go back to the “real world”. I started to think about that and If I wanted to stay there and avoid my lonely (real) life and start a new chapter and stay there, for as long as I wanted! Maybe start a career there and then go to another similar, out of there, at any other place.

The possibilities were so many and so much better if they were compared to the real world that I was sort of lost… But at the same time I thought about what I was losing from the real world, the love of my friends Margarida and Joana, my adventures through the vineyards, the Douro River, my own bedroom and all the stuff I left behind, all of that was part of me… Would be fair to leave it all behind?

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Super/Ordinary Girl (Part 2)

But Gonçalo wasn’t the only one made me feel safe and secure at the institute, Mr Campos produced the same effects on my and I started to feel like I was in a rollercoaster, overwhelmed with feeling and without knowing what to feel…

I faced all the challenges that he brought to me and at each day he was even more confident about me and about my evolution, when I knew that some of them was just me getting into the theatre and knowing that was something that he arranged.

I knew I was getting to an end with the Institute and that sooner or later I would have my final challenge and I had to come back home… That made me think about everything… Everything that happened me before the Institute, what happened during the time I spent there and then what could the future bring to me…

You never know what can happen to you but at least I knew I could have allies with me, with Gonçalo or Mr. Campos taking care of me and giving me advices, I would be able to accomplish everything! And I was happy to say that I could control my both sides, the good one and the bad one!

Would I be able to face, again, my family problems and make everything right for them?