#followhope

[heirmar]

                              Yeah -- He kind of just showed up at Peter’s place. But randomly popping up to get your buddy out for something actually fun was a friend’s job?  Plus ... He just needed a DAY where the Oscorp managers weren’t breathing down his damn neck for TWO SECONDS. “   Get your best walking shoes on, dude. You’ll need them.   ”

// @followhope​  ❥ starter 

[goldenhope-archive]

@followhope​ said: “   you’re  cute  when  you’re  worried .   ”

        a sigh, both exasperated and fond, while she turns to close what has now been dubbed her peter kit. ❝ you know when you’re cute ?? ❞ gwen’s facing him once more, eyebrows raising as if waiting on a guess. ❝ when you’re not worrying me. are you okay ?? ❞

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐘  𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐎𝐍  𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

[fallencrowns]

@followhope​ asked:  “  you can talk to me,  you know.  whatever you have to say,  i’m not gonna judge you or do anything.  i just want to listen.  ”          ↳   confrontations rp meme

Coming back from literal death was one thing, something that Gwen was still struggling to ACCEPT and find some rational explanation behind it all to no avail. But there had been something else, something she had been HIDING since it had started. A voice in the back of her head,  something with an urge to inflict harm and to KILL others. Even Peter sometimes. But Gwen had bottled that up, had kept it hidden from Peter in hopes that it might just go away. It wasn’t as if people normally rose from the dead under some mysterious circumstance regularly enough for her to get ANSWERS from someone else. Maybe it would disappear, maybe she didn’t have to worry Peter further. 

But apparently he had caught on either way. Maybe it was the way she would FREEZE when it would creep into her head, maybe it was the way she was always passing it off as a headache, maybe he just KNEW from his senses going off. Either way, the question drew hazel eyes to him, wide with a tint of fear in them before looking towards the ground. How was she supposed to even phrase what was happening to her? Gwen didn’t want him just jumping into action, to do what he always did and try to FIX everything. Whatever it was, it scared the blonde and she didn’t want Peter to end up hurt over it. 

❝  I’ve been——  ❞  Gwen paused, taking a breath before continuing,  ❝  I’ve been HEARING THINGS, Peter. Like there’s another voice in my head that wants—— wants to do things that I would never.  ❞  

[damagcdsouls]

@followhope​ asked: “  loving you is like having my heart just out in the world.  outside of my body walking around.  every time i see you hurting,  it kills me.  ” (to gwen)

( soft(ish) angst prompts )

gwen looks up, giving him a watery smile, tiny sniffle escaping. “peter ... i’ll be okay, yeah? i just - i really miss him and it’s hard sometimes but ...” another sniffle as she goes to wipe at her eyes. “as long as i have you and your hugs, and that smile of yours, i’ll be okay, i promise.” a hand goes up to cup his cheek, stroking it gently with her thumb. “you sweet boy.” forehead goes to fall against his. “i love you so much.”

[headofred]

@followhope​​ asked  :  “   don’t  panic ,   but  i’m  pretty  sure  we’re  being  followed .   ”

        the noise she makes certainly betrays her surprise, although she otherwise tries to keep it together.   it’s not so much that she’s scared, though;  but that doesn’t mean mj is unaware to just how bad the situation could be.  taking a deep breath, she presses closer to him, hoping it all looks natural enough, and ignores the sharp chill running down her spine.  all she wanted to do was get some photos for her nightly upload.   damn it.  

               “   now y’tell me?     . . . .   for how long?   ”

[goldenhope-archive]

@followhope said: “ now’s not the time to play the martyr, got it? you’ve got a good long life ahead of you, and i intend to keep it that way. “ (from peter)

       ❝ i’m not playing anything, i just know how to cure him. ❞ gwen insisted into the phone, glancing over her shoulder as she stood in front of the antidote that was still whirling while being made. ❝ he used the osborn serum, right ?? all we have to do is reverse-. ❞ her hand gripped the edge of the lab table behind her as the building shook. blue eyes widening slightly as she sees the blurred figure of hobglobin race past the window. she thought she had more time before he showed up to stop her. ❝ peter. . . where are you ?? ❞ 

𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

[goldenhope-archive]

@followhope​​ said: 👶

send a  “👶”  (or “baby!” if the emoji doesn’t show)  for me to create a child for our muses  ♡

name suggestion(s): claire parker

physical features they took from my muse: a lot-. she looks like a carbon copy of gwen you’ve gotta do a double take sometimes. but also. she’s got the bug eyes.

physical features they took from your muse: unruly hair thank you for that. do spider-like abilities count as physical features because. . . 

which parent do they act more like?: she’s got resting confused face but is very much not an idiot. a little too snarky at times and talks before she can really think about it ( side eyes peter ) but she really doesn’t mean any harm by it. most of the time.

my muse’s favorite memory with their child: 6 year old claire once brought in a raccoon into the house thinking it was a funky dog. panic ensues. it’s a good story to tell to embarrass her in front of her friends. 

face claim ( not a part of the meme but just bc i can ): hue.ning bah!yyih

[goldenhope-archive]

@followhope​ said: ❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

      her hand holds her head up as a small chuckle escapes gwen’s lips. ❝ a good thing i hope ?? ❞ bare lips quirk into a small grin as she lets her hand slip, her upper body lazily falling into the bed once more. ❝ i don’t remember either but - i don’t think i really want to. ❞

unrequited,  false assumptions  &  pining  prompts