#for austin

[theheartmold]

hanging out with pals. #my friendslop

[fabray-austinsub]

Left for @matt-fabray on his actual birthday with a note:

Matty - 

The journal is for when ya finally tell dad to fuck off. The quill is cos you’re fancy. Happy Birthday. Love ya. 

-Austin.

[lawrencegordonsfoot]

Every time I wake up after I dream of you, my heart breaks all over again.

[lawrencegordonsfoot]

Sometimes I still dream of you. You calling me, up out of the blue.

Telling me you still love me the ways I have always loved you.

Us running away together, the way I always planned.

But you're still in their clutches now, and my memories fade like grains of sand falling through my hands.

[lawrencegordonsfoot]

Hi I just cried so hard my throat swelled up.

[whomperson]

Great fucking job elsje, you tried to make him upset to get him to come back to you but you made him so upset that he doesn't want to talk to you ever again.

Fuck me, I've fucked everything up, I just want you back, I want you to be mine, I need you to be okay, you have no idea how much you helped me, my depression had practically no flare ups, I had minimal night terrors, I stopped freaking out when I saw chains, I didn't have as many mood swings, you've helped me so much, I need you so badly.

I can't keep writing, I'm getting too many tears on my screen.

I love you daddy, I don't know when or if you'll ever read this but I love you more than anything. I want my daddy.

[stardrop-system-blog]

I have spent the past two days trying to bring Austin back.

It’s unusual for him to disappear for so long.

I think it may have had to do something with an incident that occurred on Wednesday morning. Come back, we need you.

- A tired Twyla