"Goodbye" ♡ for extra pain
Lionel x Annie (Attacked/Mugged)
(The first part of the message is 30 seconds of hardly distinguishable noise and then he starts talking.) “Hey Annikins… I… I need you to c-come and get me. I know that it’s 3 in the m-m-morning and you have sc-school tomorrow, but I w-wo-wouldn’t ask you if I didn’t need it. I was j-just trying to walk to my car and th-th… god. There were so many of them and j-just me. They took my laptop and m-my wallet and my car keys a-and like that wasn’t enough, they still s-sl-slashed one of my wrists. I… I need to call an a-a-ambulance now. I was already calling you to leave you a goodnight message wh-when this happened, so I f-f-figured I might as well do that. Goodnight, Annie. I l-love you. I’ll see you s-soon.”
Lucille x Derek (Drug overdose/ heroin laced with fentanyl)
(Imagine all of her words are slurred. Can you do that for me? Okay? Okay.) “You would kill me if you knew what I was doing right now. I know I promised you… but it all just kinda happened… and I know it was a mistake but you were so angry with me. You were so upset and now I can’t even remember what we were fighting about. You were so upset and when I left your apartment and went back to mine, guess who was waiting outside the door? Fucking Warren, that’s who. And he… he knows how to get to me, Derek. He got to me, Derek. And now… I know I fucked up. I fucked up a lot. I bet you’re asleep right now, and when you wake up, this message won’t mean shit. You know, we could have been great together. I think I loved you, and now it’s too late for all of that. Because I fucked up. Because I let Warren fuck me up. I don’t know why I did it. I just… Needed to feel something that wasn’t because of you. I needed to convince myself I wasn’t going soft- and look where that got me. It serves me right. Karma’s a bitch, and I deserve to die… I’ve done enough damage in my life already. You’ll be okay. I’m gonna go now… I can hardly see straight and I’m not even sure you’ll understand a single word of this fucking message.”
Indigo x Sutter (Tortured by government agents)
“S-Sutter? I… I don’t know how long I’ll be able to make this message and I’m hoping that maybe someone will be able to figure out where I am from it or something, I don’t really know how that works but please, god, I hope that it’s not too late when you get this. I’m… I think I’ve been missing for three days now, and I know you must be worried sick and I wish I could tell you that I’m okay. I wish I could Sutter, I wish I could. I’m sorry, I didn’t want to cry when I talked to you, I promise I didn’t mean to cry. My dad’s here. He’s here and the men in suits have been torturing him trying to get him to tell them where he hid that program he made but he hasn’t been talking. So they took me, and… Everything hurts, I just want it all to be over. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t even have anything to tell them or I would have— they’re just waiting for my dad to crack because of me. But he’s not… he’s not… he cares more about that program than me and I-I don’t understa- I think someone’s coming. I’m not supposed to be doing this. I love y-” (The phone gets taken away from her but isn’t hung up yet so he can still here what’s going on in the room, she’s sobbing the entire time she’s trying to talk) “Please, I don’t know what you want from me. I just want to go home. Please stop, please, please stop. Please-”
Felicity x Will (Suicide)
“I watched you leave your phone on the kitchen table when you went to go pick up ice cream for tonight, so there’s no way you could have stopped this. I need you to know that, first off. Second I… shit, this is harder than I thought it would be. I just… I need a second. I’m sorry that today’s our anniversary. I’m sorry that I’m ruining it, ruining you. William Blakely, there is no person on earth who I have ever loved as much as you. No one has ever loved me more than you do. But- I… All of the love in the world can’t fix me. I’m broken beyond repair, Will. I know you never wanted to believe that, but deep down I think we both knew that it was true. I kept a secret from you. I’m sorry. I know you hate secrets, too. I know that it scares you when I keep secrets and I don’t blame you for that. Daniel was here… three days ago. You weren’t here and he was only here for a half hour or so. But that was more than enough and I can’t… I can’t bring myself to talk about what happened, not in this message. Not when this is the last thing you’ll ever hear me say. I’m so sorry, Will. I’m sorry that out of all the girls in the world, you fell in love with me. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t be strong for you. I’m so sorry that this is one more mess you’ll have to clean up. I love you. God, if only you knew how much I love you. Your anniversary gift is sitting on the kitchen counter- it’s a new friendship bracelet. I hope you still love me enough after this to wear it.”
