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Kinda weird that i never considered that dissociation might affect how i feel abt my gender considering how if affects literally everything else...
So we've realized that we're POTENTIALLY polyfragmented but i cant really think about how many "full" alters versus "fragments" we have because i highkey hate the term fragment. It feels dehumanizing and diminishing :/
Im ADHD, autistic, and DID
This side blog has become a diary of my journey with mental health. Sometimes you just need to vent and sometimes you just need to try and focus on the positives
This blog has a mix of angst, positivity, and dark aesthetic
General tw for self harm, suicidal ideation, disordered eating
See below for individual sysmate blogs
Realizing that psrt of the reason im likely always tired is kost likely because of CPTSD and/or ADHD and my brainbisnt actually resting. Idk which but i cant keep living like this man. I just want a good nights sleep 🥲
The last time my parents took an overnight trip it triggered some really bad abandonment feelings from so many of my headmates and i just could not work through it like at all. There was a lot of crying.
And tonight my mom had to take my dad to the hospital (minor stuff, hes fine) and i could feel the same feelings coming up BUT i was able to work through it and self-soothe this time and im very proud of all of us <3
So like usually Thanksgiving doesnt make me upset. I mean yes its a shitty colonizer holiday, but like personally i have no feelings about it, i just dont like the morals. But this year its making me sad. Bc like obviously just the whole narrative of Thanksgiving is white-washed non-sense, but for a lot of Americans, the actual celebration of Thanksgiving doesnt really have anything to do with like the story of Thanksgiving and the pilgrims n shit right. Its just seen as like a time to come together with your family and be greatful n stuff.
