#forge feels

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Why are all my current Forge Feels music related???? Idk he just seems like the guy to be obsessed with music ok.

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Ok but now imagine Forge going through an emo phase! IF YOU DON'T THINK THAT'D BE HILARIOUS YOU'RE LYING.

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I also wholeheartedly believe that Forge sings in Spanish sometimes and Berto calls him a dork about but he's secretly pleased that someone else speaks Spanish as well and just wow I can't believe I'm having Forge Feels AGAIN.

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Listening to early 2000's music and anime themes more like I can't unsee Teen!Forge singing along to them with erratic dancing and then blushing in embarrassment when he gets caught cos he's actually a giant dork instead of the tough guy image he tries to portray.

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Yeah but that walk just intensified my Forge feels because 100% throughout the whole walk I was like "yeah but Forge Ferrus being a linguists dork and changing fairy tales so that Molly can believe that Princesses are fierce creatures and the reason that dragons kidnap them is because they're too powerful for the world and loving Shakespeare" and now I need this to be 10000% canon ok.

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I have a lot of Forge feels and they all revolve around how he needs to have more happy stuff in his life. Go get a cat Forge.

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AND LIKE I WAS LOOKING FOR MOLLY'S LAST NAME, NOT HER GIVEN ONE, AND THE WIKI SAID SHE MIGHT BE FORGE'S SISTER, AND WHILE A PART OF ME DOESN'T BELIEVE THAT cos white people are really weird about not calling family friends aunts/uncles idk why BUT I'M NOW IMAGINING TEEN FORGE BEING TOLD BY HIS BABY SISTER, WHO'S LIKE 40 NOW, THAT HIS BEST FRIEND AND HIS BOYFRIEND (WHO HE FINDS OUT HE HAD MARRIED) ARE BOTH DEAD AND JUST HE'S CRYING INTO HER SHOULDER. AND SHE'S TRYING NOT TO CRY HERSELF, BECAUSE THIS WAS THE SAME MAN WHO RAISED HER WHEN THEIR MOTHER DIED AND THEIR FATHER WAS AN ABUSIVE ALCOHOLIC SO HE ALWAYS MADE SURE MOLLY WAS NEVER THERE TO SEE THEIR FATHER IN OF HIS FITS AND HE TOOK ON SO MANY JOBS DURING HIS WHOLE SCHOOL CAREER TO MAKE SURE THAT MOLLY HAD EVERYTHING SHE NEEDED IT DIDN'T MATTER IF HE'S CLOTHES WERE 5+ YEARS OLD AND HE BADLY NEEDED SHOES HIS BABY SISTER ALWAYS CAME FIRST.

AND THROUGHOUT HER WHOLE LIFE SHE SAW HIM AS HER PROTECTOR, WHO ALWAYS STOOD UP FOR HER, WHO TAUGHT HER HOW TO FIGHT AND TOLD HER STORIES IN THE NIGHT, WHO GAVE HER HIS SANDWICHES DURING THE SUMMER SO SHE WOULDN'T STARVE BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO POOR AND THEIR DICK OF A FATHER HAD SPENT THIS WEEKS PAYCHECK ON BOOZE AGAIN. HE WAS ALWAYS THERE READY TO CATCH HER IF SHE FELL, AND EVEN WHEN HE LOST HIS ARM, HE WOULD JOKE THAT NOW SHE COULDN'T BEAT HIM AT ARM WRESTLING BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT BIG BROTHERS DO THEY JOKE AT THEIR PAIN SO SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO WORRY.

BUT THAT SAME MAN, BUT JUST A BOY, THE SAME PERSON SHE KNEW WHO WOULD DIE TO MAKE HER HAPPY, IS CRYING ON HER SHOULDER, CLUTCHING ONTO HER LIKE A LIFELINE, AND SHE CAN'T HELP BUT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME HE CRIED LIKE THIS WAS WHEN HE TOLD THEIR FATHER HE WAS GAY AND THEIR FATHER RESPONDED BY KICKING HIM OUT OF THE HOUSE. THESE WERE THE TEARS OF A MAN HURT SO BAD AND SHE'S CRYING HERSELF NOW BECAUSE HER BIG BROTHER IS ACTUALLY HUMAN AND NOT THE WONDERFUL AMAZING INDESTRUCTIBLE PERSON SHE ONCE THOUGHT.