your character has passed away, and my character is having trouble coping, so they keep calling your muse’s old cellphone. send me ◘ for the last voicemail my character left.
Right before you left I told you I never wanted to see you again, Jackson, this isn’t what I meant. I can never take those words back, can’t take back all the fighting, all the times we tried to overpower each other to prove that we weren’t the weakest one.
We always just wanted to be strong, but god we are so miserable without each other. I know you were, because I know you, you didn’t come back and that’s– I forgive you. I do, Jackson. For everything. I forgive you for being there when I needed you here. I forgive you for every single time you were able to look me in the eyes and tell me you didn’t love me anymore.
I knew better. I always knew better, even if everyone else told me it was unhealthy. That I deserved more. I knew it was just your way of telling me you were scared, that you felt every single thing I said but you were afraid of it. And it’s okay.. J–Jackson it’s okay.
And it doesn’t make sense, I constantly feel you here and it makes me sick. But it’s like your here telling me in your own way over and over again, and I can’t shut it up. I can’t make it stop for one god damn second. This was always your way of telling me.
Suffocating me. Ripping at me. Screaming. I love you Jackson, it’s okay–––
[ if you are satisfied with this message, you may hang up at this time. ]