#forwcrds

[pinkliqht-a]

closed starter : costa moro & @forwcrds.

" say it. say you never loved me so i can finally stop hoping. "

[silkchvffon]

closed starter for @forwcrds, with aiden & dean ♡

IT'S A BLUR OF BODIES out there and dean can hear none of them. she rides a high at every gig regardless of the venue, but it's the intimacy of a local bar she craves most; loyal patrons lazily swinging in their high chairs, dedicated fans yelling her songs back at her. on a stage may be the only place in the world where her walls crumble; where she is not a clenched fist only waiting to punch, always building onto her defense. her body is still relaxed when she gets off stage and into an oversized hoodie, swallowing her short skirt, fishnet leggings in boots strutting towards the bar. it's unnerving how easily she picks him out in the crowd — broad, tall frame, blonde hair, those damn baby blues searching for his next victim. the thought stings in a way it has no right to. « you didn't have to stay, » she blurts out when she closes the distance between them, tilting her head to view him. she's not foolish enough to truly believe he stayed for her, but the walls are building once again and in front of him she is only dean; the girl who runs. « well, since you're here you might as well buy me a drink. »

[deathrcll]

➙ for @forwcrds continued from x.

" there's cautious, and there's refusing to even meet them. " the continued brushing off of their partner was disappointing, yes, but there was something else there. they'd thought they'd felt guilty over it, at first, due to the history between them. never expecting to find someone they could see themselves with in any significant way and it taking months before pim had even brought them up to carmen — not until she'd realized that looking forward to those calls and texts, feeling safe and like this was something they could pursue, but now ... it felt like betraying their friendship. she'd gotten used to sharing good news with carmen first, getting her opinion, and acting on it. if carmen didn't like their new partner, pim didn't know that they'd be able to continue with it. the push for them to meet and get used to each other was for a reason, but maybe it was a sign that they'd gone into everything too fast and something was wrong. " i'd rather you just say you don't want to meet them and why so that i don't keep asking and feeling stupid for it. "

[pinkliqht-a]

continued for @forwcrds from here.

dalia  knew  coming  here  was  a  risk, that  she  she  have  just  waited  to  hear  any  news.  wait  for  him  to  message,  call,  something.  she  just  couldn't,  no  matter  how  hard  she  tried.  playing  the  waiting  game  was  not  something  she  was  good  at.  "  i  know.  "  she  murmured  as  she  stepped  closer  to  him,  eyes  taking  him  in.  he  was  up,  he  was  walking.  he  wasn't  dead.  "  i  over  heard  my  brothers  talking  and  i  just,  zac,  i  had  to  know.  i  had  to  see  you  for  myself.  "  she  wanted  to  reach  for  him,  touch  him,  know  he  was  truly  in  front  of  her.  "  no  one  knows  i'm  here,  no  one  saw  me  come  here.  i  promise  i  was  careful.  "  careful enough anyway. dalia  reached  for  him  now,  fingertips  gentle  against  his  skin  as  brushed  hair  stuck  on  his  forehead.  "  do  you  want  me  to  go?  or  can  i  stay  and  take  care  of  you?  "

[khaleesiie]

starters for my angel @forwcrds ♡

"well, there's only one bed and i'm not sleeping on the floor," he can barely hide the smirk tugging at his lips, honeyed hues staying locked with his. "so suck it up, sunshine. we're sharing a bed."

[khaleesiie]

starters for my angel @forwcrds ♡

" wait — you cooked me dinner ? " a hint of surprise laces her tone, unable to keep a smile from tugging at the corner of crimson shaded petals. "why?"