#fractured foot

[pepes-crispy-fungus]

I fractured my foot lol

[wordsbasedonthelifeofme]

Back into my head..

I've been stuck on my porch for about 2 weeks now. It's been a long and rut like 2 weeks. Filled with Netflix, canceled plans and loads of snap and silence.

I was supposed to be there for my best friend while she goes through her issues, and usually that would be fine. But Everytime I tried to, all she did was snap at me. So when I noticed her willingness to talk to any and everyone else about her problem and all I got was sarcasm and attitude, I stopped asking and tried to be there in other ways, tried to keep her mood up or at least content.

All the while I'm going crazy myself, aside from not being able to walk and the random throwing up spells I was having, I was stuck in a silent routine of neflix, smoking and waiting for the next day. The silence wasn't good for either of us. My nails haven't been shorter. And I've had more random crying fits in the past 2 weeks than I have in the past year, and no real reason why. I feel alone and unable.

I had multiple people tell me mutilple times they were gonna come over, I told multiple people I was going stir crazy just sitting here day in and day out. Nobody actually made it over.

She finally told me last week that I haven't been there for her, she said I was the one person she wanted to talk to, and so I told her I would try harder. It's been a week and I've asked if she wanted to talk or how she was feeling and I still only get annoyed and short answers. She had no problem opening up and telling anyone that would listen to her, usually address in a sad hopeful manner, but I get nothing but snappy answers.

'Why make me feel like a crappy friend and then still not let me in? You asked me to be there for you without asking, I told you to open up. How many times do I have to ask you if you wanna talk before you actually talk. Should I bring someone else here, you seem to open up to anyone else real easy. I love you just let me in.'

She saw me throwing up, she's saw me crying, she never once asked me if I was okay or what was going on. She doesn't ask about me foot, she stopped helping me with it ahile ago.

Which is fine, she's going though a thing. She's usually the 100% one but what do I do when I'm trying to not have a meltdown myself and helping her is only driving me closer to one? I have to be strong for someone who's always string for me, but she unintentionally tears at me with every attempt.

I go back to work in a few days, hopefully that will help me out of this funk. If anything it'll be nice to have some human conversation where I can say something and not be left shaking my head in silence as I slowly drift back into my head.

[sembell]

Season 11 - a fractured foot summary 😍😅

[skinny-gillian]

I told you didn't I that we would get Scully hopping around on crutches because Gillian was being a little wild monkey in her time off. She legit fractured her foot and is posting some stuff lying down cause she is hurt and on bed rest in the middle of the day😭. I mean if even energetic little adventure monkey Gillian is lying down in the middle of the day it's not some small sprain. I feel sorry for Gillian that she's in pain but I said it didn't I, just a few weeks ago. You remember right?

Omg I was *about* to post something saying “where’s my anon that said Gillian was going to break something while in Costa Rica if she wasn’t careful?”

Wth, dude. You have a crystal ball or something?

I hope it’s not something very serious even though the word ‘fractured’ already implies that it is :((((

[balancedripple]

Broke my foot by dropping a vacuum on it and want to both ship the new vacuum back and never clean again. Also seeking bling for my walking boot whilst I’m healing.

[lilith-gemini]

Dammit guys, my foot hurts so bad this morning. I don’t wanna bitch too much about it cuz I feel like I shouldn’t but dammit I wanna chop it off 😡it’s like pins and needles but also pain from a raw spot on my foot and the damn ace bandage.

I’m so ready to not have to deal with this anymore. Not gonna take my foot for granted again.

[falloutboyfan18]

I fractured my foot yesterday so I’ve been using crutches and my mother laughs at the way I look using the crutches. She’s says I look like a injured bird

[tearsofrefugees]

Migrant Worker, Whose Pic Went Viral, To Walk Home Despite Fracture

When he stopped on a highway in Madhya Pradesh, and used scissors to gnaw through the plaster on his left leg, Bhanwarlal became a national screenshot of the exodus of migrant workers who are walking home to their villages after the abrupt declaration of a total lockdown across India.