The following post contains answers to questions I have responded to every year since 2005.
This year, in many ways, is one of the stranger ones to reflect on. It feels like so much happened, yet not very much at all. Nothing particularly significant jumps out at me, there are several things I was sure I had time for, yet went undone. It did not unfold at all how I thought, yet I am probably happier right now than I have ever been in my entire life.
There are lots of things I want to discuss and share, a couple of which I will do in video form soon, but these questions generally stand on their own. 2014 is going to bring many of its own unique challenges and surprises, but for once, I feel ready for it.
I will take this opportunity to do a few shout outs.
To Timo, my absolute best friend, who is honestly one of the only people I can not even express how much they mean to me. This year we may have talked less than usual, but you still live in my pocket. I love you.
Sarai - An ever loving constant in my life, someone who is always there for me no matter what battles she is fighting for herself. We had the most wonderful time together this year, and I am so glad for it, and glad for our friendship, and glad for you. Thank you for all your support and encouragement.
Lara - My darling, darling friend. I have missed you this year, but have been so excited watching all the incredible things you are doing and will continue to do with your life and your gifts. What a previous thing you are, and I am so happy things have worked out.
Katee - Dude. Another one for whom I find it hard to explain what you mean and how awesome you are. Keep being you. You are amazing.
Liliosa - Good god, I have missed you this year. I really have. You are such a special person, and I have hated not being able to be there for you, but you've come so far, and I love watching your awesome life unfold. I am so very proud of you.
Hannah - You are my inspiration in almost every way I can think. I cannot wait to talk to you again.
Tara - Our year together did not pan out, but exciting things are happening, and while I miss you like crazy, I know everything's working out, and I have loved our voxer messages and the time we have caught.
And to all the other amazing people here - Bethany, Steph, Beck, Hayley, Emmy, PJ, Shaun - you are what make my world shine. Thank you for every message of kindness, support and care. I love you all.
To everybody - I know I have not been the best communicator this year, as my life has changed so much. The amount of time I spend on tumblr is probably not ever going to go back to what it was, something that has taken me a while to accept. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel unimportant or uncared for - I truly love you all, and even if I'm not lurking and liking and reblogging, I am still here for you, forever and always.